Refracted Lite

A Few Funnies For You~

2012-02-10T08:21:00.002-07:00

While cleaning up old saved files from my emails I laughingly read through some funnies I thought I'd share. "Remembering it's good to laugh, it's good for the heart, it's good for your soul; enjoy your day!"

This is funny - you'll enjoy it.

Jim  1/6/2006 12:24:27 PM >>>
 
>
>A new pastor was visiting in  the homes of his parishioners.
>At one house it seemed obvious  that someone was at home, but no 
answer
>came to his repeated knocks at the door.  Therefore, he took out a
>card and wrote: "Revelation  3:20" on the back of it and stuck it in 
the
>door.
>When the offering was  processed the following Sunday, he found  that
>his card had been returned. Added to it was this  cryptic message:
>"Genesis  3:10."
>Reaching for his Bible to check out the  citation, he broke
>up in gales of  laughter.
>
>Revelation 3:20 begins  "Behold, I stand at the
>door and  knock".
>Genesis 3:10 reads, "I heard your voice in the  garden and I
>was afraid for I was  naked."
>
>"A cheerful heart is good  medicine" (Prov.17:22a) _

Sent: Tuesday, April 04, 2006 8:53 AM
>>Subject: BEING IRISH
>>
>>
>>> >Six retired Irishmen were playing poker in O'Leary's apartment when 
>>> >Paddy Murphy loses $500 on a single hand, clutches his chest and drops 
>>> >dead at the table.
>>>>
>>>>Showing respect for their fallen brother, the other five continue 
>>>>playing standing up.
>>>>
>>>>Michael O'Conner looks around and asks, "Oh, me boys, someone got's to 
>>>>tell Paddy's wife.  Who will it be?"  They draw straws.  Liam Gallagher 
>>>>picks the short one.  They tell him to be discreet, be gentle, don't 
>>>>make a bad situation any worse.
>>>>
>>>>"Discreet???  I'm the most discreet Irishman you'll ever meet. 
>>>>Discretion is my middle name.  Leave it to me."
>>>>
>>>>Gallagher goes over to Murphy's house and knocks on the door.  Mrs. 
>>>>Murphy answers and asks what he wants.  Gallagher declares: "Your 
>>>>husband just lost $500 and is afraid to come home."
>>>>
>>>>"Tell him to drop dead!" says Murphy's wife.
>>>>
>>>>"I'll go tell him." says Gallagher.

A visiting minister at the start of the offertory prayer:

"Dear Lord," he began with arms extended and a rapturous

look on his upturned face, "without you we are but dust..."

He would have continued, but at that moment one very

obedient little girl (who was listening carefully) leaned

over to her mother and asked quite audibly in her shrill

little girl voice, "Mommy, what is butt dust?"

Church was pretty much over at that point ...

April 11, 2006

The Lone Ranger and Tonto stopped in the desert for the night. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep.
Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see?"

The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars."

"What that tell you?" asked Tonto.

The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately quarter past three in the morning. Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will have a
beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?"

Tonto is silent for a moment, then says, "Kemo Sabe...You dumber than buffalo "___". It tell me someone stole tent."

You don't even have to be a mother to enjoy this one.........

Brian invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the
meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but keep noticing how beautiful
Brian's roommate, Stephanie, was. Mrs. Hester had long been
suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Stephanie, and this
had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while
watching the two react, Mrs. Hester started to wonder if there was more between Brian and
Stephanie than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, Mom, but I assure you Stephanie and I are just roommates."

About a week later, Stephanie came to Brian saying "Ever since your
mom came to dinner, I've been unable to find that beautiful silver
gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said,
"Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure."

So he sat down and wrote:

Dear Mom:
I'm not saying that you "did" take the gravy ladle from the house,
I'm not saying that you "did not" take the gravy ladle. But the fact
remains that one has been missing ever since you were here for dinner.
Love,
Brian

Several days later, Brian received an email from his mother that read:

Dear Son:
"I'm not saying that you "do" sleep with Stephanie, and I'm not
saying that you "do not" sleep with Stephanie. But the fact remains
that if she was sleeping in her own bed, she would have found the
gravy ladle by now.

Love,
Mom

LESSON OF THE DAY... NEVER LIE TO MOM!

Looking Forward. . .

2012-01-27T16:16:00.001-07:00

With Christmas over and decorations placed away (yes, January is just about done :)) I'm hopeful - looking forward to a new year.. And a "Happier New Year" to all! And, how about you? What will this new year hold? I believe is the question that's on the minds of many - if not all of us. Last year was difficult we faced many trails as well as, saying goodbye to loved ones - still my heart is thankful.
Christmas to was stressful - not as happy as hoped, but we were blessed and thankful family was near even if only for a short while. I also was blessed from two dear friends with special gifts. One from my childhood chum that truly touched my heart, thank you Becky.

Musical Water Globe

The Musical Water Globe plays Amazing Grace - as the heart inside turns. On the heart:

The Light of God surrounds me.
The Love of God enfolds me.
The Power of God protects me.
The Presence of God watches over me.
Wherever I am, God is and all is well.
Amen

The base is engraved; "Good friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they are there."

It came after Christmas and when I needed it the most. A boost if it were from the Lord sent by a friend!

This year my hope is to focus more on things that are happier to and for my heart! I've worked so hard the past few years that truly time wasn't left or taken for myself. I've put thing's I used to enjoy aside rushing from one duty to the next. Christmas was also an eye-opener to me - I think I spent 95% of my time in the kitchen mostly cleaning and preparing for what came next, just working. I was thankful Mat was here and helpful get to all the things I couldn't - I can't do it "all" anymore~ One example - which caused disappointment was not finishing a Christmas present; I did get to finish afterward (details below) yet this being one example. I used to do many things and fun things too, most importantly was taking time with the Lord. Everything joyful - it seemed I'd do less of or I placed on a back burner; especially since moving here. All which has left me tired - burnt out, feeling somewhat lifeless!

Lifeless gives one the idea of not living when I guess the proper term would be a lack of desire to do anything. Also, aches and creeks I've never experienced - of course you might say at my age it's only natural - I don't totally agree. Remember, A merry heart doeth good like a medicine; but a broken spirit drieth the bones. Proverbs 17:22 KJV So I'm taking steps - to use that measure of faith and starting again to get my "act" together! LOL

The finally finished and sent Christmas Gift. Several years ago this project actually was a vision and started with going to pup sit for my grandpup, Sage (photo's). She was about 6 mos. I imagine and when we went out to walk on a trail Sage found a stick she carried everywhere. I thought wow that would make a great wind chime and a memory of Sage. Sage to our sadness is no longer with us but we have happy memories of her and now Julie has memory wind chimes. I used "Sage's" stick, Capiz shells, copier, velum paper, photo's, decoupage glue, fishing line, artist brush and copper for a decorative touch. Also a drill and bits. :)

It's funny I had the stick for so long and knew I wanted to use shells. After a few years the shells I wanted to use I found at the Pottery Barn - I wasn't even looking. Of course time went by and I guess it's that timing thing - well just before this Christmas and while asleep I saw the shells in my dreams with Sage's pictures. I was excited!

Using vellum paper - I was thinking of something light weight that you still would be able to hear the shells in a breeze. Then came collecting photo's you'd like to use and how to print them on the vellum. I have an HP printer and I Googled a few sites for some direction and found the best answer for printing on vellum at the HP site. duh~
Of course I found them after the fact - lol - printed the pictures of choice - cut them to size. If I had used info from HP I would have used less ink.

After getting the pictures ready I then decided where I would place them. Since the shell are different in size I placed them out how I wanted them to hang - then decided where prints would go. (This was actually the first step shell placement and drilled the smallest holes with drill for hanging). I used Mod Podge (glue) and first applied to back of print lightly and placed on shell. I continued on with the rest of the printed pictures. After they were dry, I choose the softest flat headed art brush to finish (seal) the top of the print. This was tricky since "vellum" doesn't soak the ink in as reg. printer paper. So some of the ink pulled away. It still worked. Also using the softest brush possible left less lines. Let dry.

I then strung the shells together and using tape decided where to place them on the stick (they need to be close enough to hear) to get an idea where to place holes.

I used copper as a decorative touch and placed the wire on the edges of the stick first then drilled holes for hanging and for shells. I used a larger drill bit than I used on the shells. Copper washers to help hold the line and to hang.

The cool thing about the vellum prints on the shells they look transparent in the light and you can see the print on both sides.

I was disappointed this wasn't ready for Julie at Christmas - mostly I still owe her a quilt :/ - another long story, I'm hoping soon. So it did make me feel bad. I also learned my hands don't work as well as they did a couple years back. The plan is to not dwell on the problems and not wear myself out. The Lord is so wonderful in how He cares for us and that we aren't to carry burdens - trust Him and give them up!

Thinking on this I thought came to me quickly that I need to share. I actually think its humorous.
"Give them their do, then bid them adieu." VLB 1-25-12 That's right! Your concerns that you have pray for them and do what you can then give them up! Know one can solve a problem better. True you do have a mind - so use it. Pray for wisdom and direction. Don't focus on the problem - God is working all the time focus on all the good that He still does!

Done~ till next time. . .

BTW- Joanie, I hadn't forgotten your caring for my outside with lovely oils and creams the desert can surely dry you. Also for family the fellowship and the goodies - much love to all.

Nearing The End Of Another Year~

2011-12-31T23:19:00.000-07:00

With 2011 soon to be gone,
And another year to think upon.
I'm blessed to have my family.

Finally, all the kids are here! And just in the nick of time to be together for Christmas - that is the- "New Year!" Today - the last of 2011 - never to be seen again. We'd almost thought Jake, Julie and Aaron weren't going to make it and that they would all have more time with us. Oh! and let us not forget the pups! All together 5 - 4 legged beings and 7 - 2 legged beings all together for a few days - under one roof - in a small house.

But, you know,
I'll take whatever I can get!
I'm a Mom~

It has been a busy, busy year and will be in closing. So many things planned like working on the truck, finishing Christmas gifts I didn't get done, hanging up my dad's last years Christmas gift, a cool "sign" with name & address (I wonder if he forgot too) lol and more I know we'd like to accomplish - though I can't think of it now. None of it seems important other than being together even for a few days.

With 2012 upon us now,
What have I been thinking?
Hummm~

Hoping to remember the need to slowdown and continue thinking upon those things that are important. Not forgetting what I already know. "That ALL things (that's correct) are possible with God and through Him we can do all things!" How? It's simple, He LOVES me! He LOVES you! And so much so that He came as a babe to die for a sinful world at Calvary.

With setting aside a day or two,
To recognize a His love.
Christmas and Calvary!

When He should be recognized more and all year long. How great is His love that He would come to save us. The natural mind cannot fully comprehend it but through the Holy Spirit. Though one day everyone will know just how great is His love is and how much.

Just how much "big" is God's love - His grace? It's an ocean without a shoreline.. (Pastor Dale Clonts). Just think of it an ocean without of a shore - space without boundaries is His love for me -- for you!

So, I'll leave you with that;
A thought for the "New Year."
Something to think upon~

Happy New Year!

And, BTW we were so busy no pics! Just blessings and that you well find - Jesus is the only thing you will ever need. :)

Just December~

2011-12-14T15:52:00.000-07:00

Did you ever wonder how many times a person - like myself - says "I just can't believe it, where does the time go!?" I've become the virtual broken record (br); repeating the same old recording. I really must start thinking of new things to say and get on with it!

So gang, Christmas is almost here and another year is coming to a close - never to be again. We've been blessed with some rain and the Pinaleno Mountains (Mt Graham) are looking spectacular! This morning when I got up I was looking at the mountains and I have to say I never get tired of looking at them; especially when its this time of the year and there's the right amount of precipitation. Mountain weather here though will be different than when I first checked this morning.


Taken @ 6:50 AM

As you can see the clouds where lifting some for more to move in. I was pleasantly surprised that it was starting to fog while I was out there. I haven't seen "fog" in some time and forgot how neat it is to look at. It can be dangerous but when you are standing in place and listening, it is most beautiful. For instance I was happy to hear a wren singing beautifully - I wish I could have caught a picture of this busy little bird or captured the song he was singing to share. I only got the fog. :)


Taken @ 7:04

Slowly, we've been getting things done (br) it has taken so long to get where we're at (br) and has taken a toll (toll - a bit strong but a word I thought of) on all of us. So this year I'm decorating it up a bit and looking forward to a happier time. Not going to work myself crazy but try to set back some and enjoy the days ahead this Christmas. I have been known to decorate for the holidays and have always tried to mix it up with decorating different each year. We didn't always decorate with a tree and frankly never even missed them, so when I decided to decorate this year, no tree, that is no Christmas "evergreen" but a different rendition of a tree nonetheless ~

From that little kid prospective or if you're short!

Then I worked on a smaller version~

Did you happen to notice I like icicles? I've been collecting them for years and surprised myself with how many I have. What you see is a little over half but I'm not sure where to place the rest. More than likely they will be left in the box for another time. All of the icicles made it in the move though there were some casualties in the placement dept. from me. :( However, I'm truly not disappointed and I looking forward to seeing all the kids this year. We haven't all been together for Christmas in a few or more years. Here's to making more "happy memories!"

Wonderful memories of Christmas,

Whether we're in plenty or in lack.

With the love of family and friends

Thou they may be near or far;

I'm praying you have a joyous Christmas

And, with Jesus to fill your hearts!

Merry Christmas~

VLB 12-14-11

A Welcomed Sight~

2011-11-05T09:10:00.004-06:00

What a welcomed look for an old weathered door! We've been graced with autumn for a while and now finally enjoying "welcomed" cooler nights! :D

I'm looking forward to winter - friends in the east you're surprised I'm sure - but summer involved a lot of work and I'm tired. August was a rough month, the hottest in fact, with leaving me feeling and looking much as that weathered door! :/ LOL

Autumn so far has been extremely busy; a close second to - if not very similar to summer. . October was spent driving back and forth to Tucson, my husband finally had his knee surgery with a few complications but God was wonderful as always and Jim is healing up good; working hard on his exercises. I've had to put the gardens needs aside again but we're blessed with harvesting goodies. I'm ashamed of how it's looking and it will take work to get it where it needs to be for winter and ready for spring. I will (I'm hoping) get to it soon. I mainly need to get the last of the tomatoes and eggplant for now before a frost hits.

Frost could most definitely be upon us soon. Last night we had a wind that was - well it wasn't the wind I'm described here - but it was something. It also brought a beautiful shower we've been missing here and I woke up to our first dusting of snow on our mountain! (11.6.11)

Toward the center seen from house.

Lower right side seen from house.

So now Sunday morning and last night just got down to 39 degrees; still very cool but not freezing. So yesterday after looking at the over temps and wind chill, if there was wind, it would be hard for the tomatoes if left on the vine. Last year we lost a bunch and I did not want that to happen again. So going out around 5PM I did what I could and harvested until I said, "I'll take my chances!" LOL

My herbs all went crazy carpeting the garden floor - the tomatoes you see are from three plants, two of which I cut down previous to discard. I saw new leaves starting and decided to let them go and if it wasn't for the weather they would be a pretty red! Though many do like "fried green tomatoes!" Not showing are my jalapenos, Japanese eggplant and other various herbs. Now what to do? Hummm. . .

I'm happy about cooler temps and slower days for sure. I hoping I'll soon be able to prop up new boots Jim bought me last month from Lighting Shoe Store in town, one the the oldest shops here.

Propped will be nice - so far - they've been getting a work out. They are without a doubt the most comfortable, practical boots I ever owned. I got Durango's Flirtatious Boot~

So here's to hoping you'll soon be able to put you boots up and rest - but for the meantime I hope you will continue resting and putting your trust in the Lord. :D

Matthew 11:28

On Record~

2011-09-01T09:19:00.000-06:00

Yesterday was August 31! - My Dad said that the month of August has gone on record as the hottest in Arizona. If so, they weren't kidding! Yesterday morning when I got up to let the dogs out I felt something I hadn't felt in -- well, at least a month; it felt cooler. It gave me some hope only to be squelched when looking at the NOAA weather posting for the day.

HOT

When you see a little thumbnail pic that has blazing sun the look of scorching heat and has just one word to describe the day, you know that you're in for something and its not a treat.

All everyone seems to be saying is, "I just can't wait for it to cool off!" In agreement I have to say the weather has been interesting this year. Severe drought - dust storms - finally monsoons with some wet (hoping we get more) - heat warnings and not your average warning "Excessive Heat Warnings!"

I like being out but with that heat and monsoons still about - mosquitoes are in their best form; on you and they love me! I still do my best to get out early and get to the garden that's now a jungle!! :( ugh!
We've gone for a fairly tailored look to over grown and grown together motif ~ Though cooler temps are on the way and I'm happy to say that - looking forward to autumn and winter. Yippee!

For the most part I do pretty good and can motivate myself to get to moving earlier in the morning (depending on the aches and stiffness I've recently developed) - trying not to obsess on all that needs to be done that I can seem to get to. Needless to say I seem to go all the time. Honestly I'm sure I put more on myself than needed though I don't believe I'm hopeless! LOL

September is here and autumn on its way - reprieve~ lol.

Recently, I was sharing with my husband the verse - 1 Corinthians 10:13 and how it's misquoted - actually I've shared this verse before in a post but not that it was being misquoted, we tend to say God will not give us any more than we can handle; personally I've not found this in the Bible. The actually verse reads:
No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. 1 Corinthians 10:13 ESV
We should also keep in mind that God himself tempts no one. James 1:12-14 - we do go through trails and things but I'm not talking about this.

We temperatures that are hot and the business of life that you add to yourself or others throw at you - don't be tempted. God does provide the way - He always does. Have a great September in your neck of the woods or desert~

"Clap Your Hands - Sing Praises!"

2011-08-01T16:07:00.000-06:00

I remember singing a version of "Clap you hands," at churches we attended in Oregon and Washington. Since then songs we'd sung have changed into different styles or aren't even sung at all. Frankly- praise and worship doesn't seem to be praise and worship anymore as God had intended it to be; many churches have taken the concert approach to gain new members or for larger attendance. Is it possible that the song that used to be is only for campfires now vs. church? Sadly I say this since many of the songs ministered to others and me, the songs are greatly missed. These songs taken from scripture were perfect; leading you into a higher form of praise and worship. And you knew God's presences was there and ready to do a work in your life sometimes were even life changing. The YouTube clip below has version I heard this morning and like it, yet it’s different.
“Clap your hands all ye people shout onto God with a voice of triumph” or “Sing praises onto God sing praises for God is the King over all the earth sing praises unto Him with understanding Clap your hands shout all ye people for He is to be greatly praised!!” Not exact but you get the idea~
You may or may not be interested in what made me think of this? You may have been thinking similar. My sister and I had been sharing over the weekend about song service at the church’s we attend and how churches general are starting to change or did change leading their services. Then this morning when checking my email I received a weekly e-devotional from Derek Prince Ministries the scripture verse" shared today had been used in songs we used to sing. So I thought I’d share my thought and devotional in this post.
What makes praise and worship so important? Victories are won, healing take place, where there is no hope - people are delivered / transformed - miracles still happen! GOD NEVER CHANGES! We do! Praise and Worship is (should be) more than just "song" service or "lip" service as it used to be called. The psalmist said He is enthroned (or inhabits) the praises of His people. Psalm 22;3 All of us look to win victories and sometimes don't - maybe we should start by looking at how are not entering into the battle~

Here is the e-devotional I received:

August 1, 2011

Appropriate Response
Here is a word for you from the Word
Psalm 47:1, 5-6
Clap your hands, all you nations; shout to God with cries of joy. God has ascended amid shouts of joy, the LORD amid the sounding of trumpets. Sing praises to God; sing praises; sing praises to our King, sing praises. NIV
That’s the Bible’s picture of the response that’s appropriate to God in His power and in His glory. The one specific word that sums up that which God’s greatness, grandeur should provoke from you and me is the word praise, but a very all-inclusive kind of praise, a praise that occupies every part of our physical body, a praise that occupies all our faculties.

“Clap your hands all you nations; shout to God with cries of joy.” That’s something more than just religious respectability. That’s a total response of our redeemed being to the Lord in His greatness. Clap our hands; shout to God.

Then it says, “God has ascended amid shouts of joy, … amid the sounding of trumpets.” Shouts and clapping of hands and musical instruments are all required to sound forth the praise of God.

And then it goes on, “Sing praises to God, sing praises; sing praises to our King, sing praises.” You know, it’s a theme, “Sing praises, sing praises, sing praises.” That’s how we have to respond to God. - Derek Prince
If you don't already - won't you consider being spiritually ready for any battle you might be going through praise and worship. Lifting up you hearts and hands to the Lord.

BTW and FYI
The Governor of TX, Rick Perry, has the right idea. We need to be in prayer for OUR Country. Through (too many) bad years politically our country this Nation is dying and it doesn't appear to be a slow death. Let's join Mr. Perry and TX in praying for our country - our nation. Let us enter into God's presence with songs of praise and shouts of joy for victory over that which destroys lives!

Let's praise the Lord and sing unto Him - let's lift our voices high and together!!

2011-06-28T18:48:00.001-06:00

Wow - after my post yesterday I mentioned that it was dry! In fact we are in a severe drought. Yesterday after taking a look at a tree (one in particular) I noticed that even after watering the leaves were drying fast. This is definitely something you don't want to see first thing in the morning when you open the door to let the dogs out!

Yesterday the leaves were the color of the grass that's hurting also.

That's right - there wasn't one leaf down - you can say wow is right! That was 5 AM; at 3:30 PM we finally are getting a little teaser of what we've been hoping for - PRAYING for. In the form of a couple drops, the sound of thunder and the beautiful smell of rain mixed with a bit of dust out of the southeast. I'll take it - it smells good. Thank you Lord, keep on coming!!

Tea to the right that lost it leaves on the left a bit skimpy!


One of our pecans looking good!

I took the pics with my phone so they're not that great. Oh and for the rain - not yet it went right over but we are remaining hopeful :)

This Past Week~

2011-06-27T12:37:00.000-06:00

This past week started the first day of summer and the only dew point in sight is the sweat you're producing! Putting all kidding aside the desert, as all of Arizona, is in a state of shock - a state of emergency. Temps are running high - even the climate seems unusually hot for this time of the year, sorry - I did say putting all kidding aside - ;) With temperatures climbing, winds with gusts that seem to be common place this year and NO RAIN in sight! - People are on short fuses! Hundreds of acres have been lost, homes lost, but not lives; Thank you Jesus! Some northern towns had been temporary ghost towns and as fires continue to burn - the state is in trouble. We are praying and hoping for rain, monsoons don't seem to be close at all in coming. It's so dry even cactus's are struggling, many are dying. Except for the picture at the right (a Spanish Bayonet) the only taste of "spring" we had is our garden and the trees we have; all of which are requiring care. We did loose a tree or two but that was due to a freak winter freeze. Two are coming back; though Dad had to cut down a lot of limbs. It looks like a battle ground out there instead of the nicely kept property I had worked so very hard on. :( The garden has become my little "get a way" while that's until it starts to heat up.
People everywhere have been suffering with some type of weather or climatic something. Loosing homes or lives. Are we experiencing the birthing pangs as describe in the Bible?

"For nation will rise up against nation, and kingdom against kingdom; there will be earthquakes in various places; there will also be famines. These things are merely the beginning of birth pangs." Mark 13:8

Walla Walla's

The garden has been work especially in the hot dry conditions but not unprofitable. Last Friday, after Googling, I found out that many of my Walla Walla sweet onions were ready for harvesting. I was so excited I pulled up around 15-20 onions - various sizes; delicious! (Almost all harvested now).
I can't get over how easy to grow. As mentioned before, gardening in the desert is a learning process. I also have to say that I don't know which is easier, gardening in a dry climate or humid. Both the soils need amending. [The picture at the right isn't the best - it was taken with my phone].

When I think of famines and in this uncertain economy - it's so important to be prepared. That's one of the reasons our son got our garden going and I'm thankful he did. There wouldn't have been time to start it on my own. We have been able to save some money (aside for amending the soil) and will be able to reap benefits over a period of time once it really gets going. The benefits of a garden isn't just saving money you are eating the best. A garden will help through tough times not to mention being able to help others in need. You don't need a lot of space for one and you can do container gardening that does work well. Though keep in mind there is Senate Bill 510 that would make it illegal to grow, share or trade any and all of what you produce. It hasn't been passed yet and sounds like something out of a scary flick but nothing has been surprising me the past few years. My husband tells me all the time "he's glad we're living on God's economy!" I am also.

Anyway, keeping ever busy, pray for rain to quench this dry desert and for it to do a little drying up in other parts~ Vicky

Yep, It's Spring! and "Into The End There Of"

2011-05-25T15:06:00.002-06:00

I've been very busy - but that's not unusual for me. One morning a couple weeks ago (I say that now since that's when I started this post) but that was 2/3/11 and now hard to remember! I started painting the trim in the living room having already finished walls that were in much need of a "re-freshening." but just about done now! We also were blessed that morning with a light sprinkling of rain in a very dry "in drought" desert. :) And if you've ever experienced a very dry "in drought" desert you know I so thoroughly enjoyed that little bit we received which consisted of nothing. :( but still no rain! only little teasers :( in fact for those that don't care for it - they sure are missing it! And the NOAA said we are the 2nd driest since 1948! WHAT! We pray for rain :)

Have you ever thought (wished or hoped for) "If only I had more time?" I know - I know, I sound like a broken record, or should I say disk! I spend all day inside or out, garden - house I feel like that stupid bunny! LOL but I've been doing better in the time management dept. God has been gracious! The hardest thing I deal with is not having time to be creative or working on my blogs that I miss.
I've been working hard trying to get the garden in order and planting done. Having a mild winter enabled me to get potatoes and garlic in the ground. Recently finding and planting Walla Walla onions also; but a gopher has been having a hay day on the complex carbs from the potatoes and a strong heart from my garlic - has made it very hard to get rid of! I've envisioned a fat gopher running excitedly through his tunnels from other parts of the property - keeping us looking for clues - where will he surface next! LOL I am excited to see how all of what I planted do since gardening in the desert is a learning process. but so is patience and the older I get the wiser I am accessing all the Lord has to do the things needed to be done. BTW - the garden is doing well :)

Taken March 23

Last year the strawberries grew producing delicious lovelies to enjoy - they're still doing well and already have strawberries! but not like u-pick farms the strawberries continue to produce and another batch is soon to be out! More on the garden later - its a time thing~ :)

Taken May18

Being ready in season and out of season.

I've made several trips back and forth from storage trying hard to get things out, as well as, unpack boxes and for the past couple years. It's difficult moving into a house that isn't empty. I feel we are finally where we should have been last year at this time, while suffering some set backs. Last year if anyone remembers, we had 10 pups to deal with and many trips to the VA and hospital with my husband. What's surprising to me is that in all the places we've lived I feel I've worked harder here than anywhere, much of it unpleasant and through it all see the Lord's grace. but even though this journey I've been on seems long God has been with me/us every step that I may get through to the end on His strength~

He has always been there and most recently been sharing with me/us the importance of being ready in season and out of season. What's important in our lives and what isn't. Being prepared for seasons to come. I realize many people can take for granted things of necessity when there is a good flow of income. You just don't always think about or plan accordingly if something were to happen. Our family has lived in tight situations before living without and with plenty. We have been without water before when a pump would go or the power went out and sometimes for days. So you learn to conserve and be smart not to waste and learn how to use it wisely.
The same goes for purchasing and storing foods - not wasting. I guess that is how the garden got into the picture (Thank you son) - learning how to grow foods to be more self sustaining. Everyday I go to the garden I can enjoy something to eat - whether its herbs and chive tops or strawberries - potatoes. This is wise and something I believe God has His hand in. Being a good steward of what you have I believe isn't just about money, we've always wanted to be in a position to help others in need; as God has blessed us through others. My husband has said many times, "he's glad we live on God's economy!" He has supplied every need, every time, and all we had to do is trust Him. I hope you have your trust in Him~

One night I had a dream and in this dream I was being taken up in "the rapture," caught up in to the air and all those with me - we were the only ones who saw Him, chaos left. Chaos everywhere including in our home with the animals, and then my heart began to ache over those that hadn't given their hearts to Jesus. I woke up with a feeling of urgency. I thought for a moment - I need more time. Then ask the Lord when? He said quickly! Recently in the news the world was to come to a end, stated by Harold Camping (apparently another time before); but clearly in the Word - Jesus himself said no one but the Father knows the time. Matthew 24:36 Many people have taken the opportunity to mock this man but the truth is - is that Mr Camping is correct and with one thought, Jesus will return one day; that is the truth. I find it also sad, that those that have mock Mr. Camping are also mocking the truth in God's word. Now you could look at the man as a kook and yes I could agree but, there is an enemy out there that would get you to think that there is no truth in Christ returning (as many believe) - though He will.

No one knows the day or the hour and until that time comes we were left with the job at hand - In the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who will judge the living and the dead, and in view of his appearing and his kingdom, I give you this charge: Preach the word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction. For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry. 2 Timothy 4:1-5

How do you know to be ready? God said he would send you His Spirit even in the old testament. Joel 2:28 Tells us He will pour out His Spirit. God gives us every provision necessary to live while we are walking on the earth. I'm thankful He does for I don't know how people live without Him.

Here's a quote from Derek Prince I saw on FB: The latter rain is being given for the sake of the harvest. God is already beginning to put His hand on people, saying, "Get ready now. Get Loosed. Get detached. Because when the harvest comes, it is going to be so quick that you will have to be ready to cast in the sickle and reap."
There's much to be said about gardening/farming and God has used analogies throughout the Bible in a way as to be helpful and useful in this life we live. This all may just be ramblings to you - but it all makes perfect sense to me :)

BTW- We got the pesky gopher! 5/21/11 Thanks Dad!

Go ahead and grow something! Sluggards do not plow in season; so at harvest time they look but find nothing. Proverbs 20:4

*Reg. print 2-3-2011- Green as of today :)

Staint Patrick's Day~

2011-03-18T16:13:00.001-06:00

Whether you're Irish or not, yesterday most people celebrated St Patrick's Day. Corn Beef and Cabbage, green beer, parades and for many it might have been mass in honor of the patron saint. But for me I'm always reminded of the love and desire St. Patrick had for his Creator and to do His will reaching the lost of Ireland. His life was one of many hardships and of miracles as the Lord worked in and through his obedience to Christ.

St. Patrick's example is one we all could follow. As believers and followers of Christ - He's never left us unequipped to do He bidding; He has given us all that's needed through the Holy Spirit. He has also given us examples as we read the words of Paul who was inspired by the Holy Spirit to showing us how to live by his example.

If you are fighting in a battle or running of snakes that equip yourself --

The Armor of God

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints. Ephesians 6:10-18

Remembering to pray for each other --

Pray also for me, that whenever I open my mouth, words may be given me so that I will fearlessly make known the mystery of the gospel, for which I am an ambassador in chains. Pray that I may declare it fearlessly, as I should. Ephesians 6:19-20

I've always loved reading the prayer on St. Patrick "Breastplate," with a portion I love saying for myself.

I bind unto myself today

The strong Name of the Trinity,

By invocation of the same,

The Three in One and One in Three.

I bind this day to me for ever.

By power of faith, Christ's incarnation;

His baptism in the Jordan river;

His death on Cross for my salvation;

His bursting from the spiced tomb;

His riding up the heavenly way;

His coming at the day of doom;*

I bind unto myself today.

I bind unto myself the power

Of the great love of the cherubim;

The sweet 'well done' in judgment hour,

The service of the seraphim,

Confessors' faith, Apostles' word,

The Patriarchs' prayers, the Phrophets' scrolls,

All good deeds done unto the Lord,

And purity of virgin souls.

I bind unto myself today

The virtues of the starlit heaven,

The glorious sun's life-giving ray,

The whiteness of the moon at even,

The flashing of the lightning free,

The whirling wind's tempestuous shocks,

The stable earth, the deep salt sea,

Around the old eternal rocks.

I bind unto myself today

The power of God to hold and lead,

His eye to watch, His might to stay,

His ear to hearken to my need.

This wisdom of my God to teach,

His hand to guide, His shield to ward,

The word of God to give me speech,

His heavenly host to be my guard.

Against the demon snares of sin,

The vice that gives temptation force,

The natural lusts that war within,

The hostile men that mar my course;

Or few om many, far or nigh,

In every place and in all hours,

Against their fierce hostility,

I bind to me these holy powers.

Against all Satan's spells and wiles,

Against false words of heresy,

Against the knowledge that defiles,

Against the heart's idolatry,

Against the wizard's evil craft,

Against the death wound and the burning,

The choking way and the poisoned shaft,

Protect me, Christ, till They returning.

Christ be with me, Christ within me,

Christ behind me, Christ before me,

Christ beside me, Christ to win me,

Christ to comfort and restore me.

Christ beneath me, Christ above me,

Christ in quiet, Christ in danger,

Christ in hearts of all that love me,

Christ in mouth of friend and stranger.

I bind unto myself the Name,

The strong Name of the Trinity;

By invocation of the same.

The Tree in One, and One in Three,

Of Whom all nature hath creation,

Eternal Father, Spirit, Word:

Praise to the Lord of my salvation,

Salvation is of Christ the Lord.

*"Day of Judgment."

What Does Your Eyes See?

2011-01-31T16:41:00.000-07:00

But, as it is written, “What no eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love him”— 1Corinthians 2:9 ESV

This morning, that verse jumped into my thoughts as I was looking at his creation. I do enjoy getting up early - I've mentioned before I miss my quiet times.

My morning started around 6 and as I was looking out the window watching changes taking place I thought I had better grab my old friend~

It took some time (from 7- 7:30) to take the first three shots. It was pretty cool out while watching the clouds rolling over the mountain, I was trying hard to capture what I was seeing. However, pictures don't seem to do justice to the beauty and to the moment. Sometimes taking pictures isn't that easy, at least at times it seems to be that way. :)

Since ancient times no one has heard, no ear has perceived, no eye has seen any God besides you, who acts on behalf of those who wait for him. Isaiah 64:4 NIV

The clouds did come rolling in and while moving faster it started snowing - flowing into lower elevations. We face storms sometimes; we see them coming from the distance like clouds rolling in. As they're picking up speed we see them nearing us - that lower elevation.

Blessed is a man who perseveres under trial; for once he has been approved, he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised to those who love Him. James 1:12 NAS

There's so many things happening in this world - things which aren't pleasant to see. Daily were are being ever reminded of the injustice out there. But as birth pains of labor the Bible tells us these things are to come. But don't lose heart my friend, always rely on the Lord.

“For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth, and the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind." Isaiah 65:17 ESV

Now just as there are bad things out there that we see and hear - there are many things we don't see and hear that are good, and of the Lord. Our hope is in Him! Our strength comes from Him! Our peace and comfort - all that is good - He supplies every need.

Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful. Hebrews 10:23 ESV

When I look at the pictures I see the clouds - yes a storm was coming in fact, the clouds swallowed the mountain scape up and has now just lifted. In all of that I still see His beauty, His glory and His grace.

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T15:59:00.000-07:00

I'm not into making New Years resolutions that are made for fun or those that are always broken and in the end disappointing. Also, I don't believe I'm a stick in the mud that can't have any fun either; I just don't and never have been into making New Years resolutions - plain and simple! :) I will say, however, I've always liked quoting this verse:

Not that I have already obtained it, or have already become perfect, but I press on in order that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize (eternal life) of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. Philippians 3:12-14

I'm not going to pretend that 2010 wasn't a very difficult year and I'm not going to lie and say I wasn't blessed throughout the difficulties. I will remain forever thankful to the Lord - for all His provisions and supplying for every one of our needs. As well as, all the faithful family and friends, old and new alike, that gave of themselves with their love, prayers and support.

As we enter the New Year there's no doubt that it will hold a continuation of and, new challenges for our family. And, we know that the Lord will get us through them all as in the past.

Not that I have already obtained it, or have already become perfect, but I press on. . . . Often times when people talk to me and about faith they share they wished that they had more or that theirs were stronger. I believe we all have thought that way a time or two and maybe you still do? But God gives all to start the same measure of faith. (Romans 12:3) Are you surprised? Your faith will grow as you exercise it; the problem is the unbelief not the measure of faith. Even Abraham had unbelief:

yet, with respect to the promise of God, he did not waver in unbelief but grew strong in faith, giving glory to God, Romans 4:20

If you know the Lord my prayer would be out of Ephesians 3: 16-19 And, if you don't know Him ~ My prayer would be out of Ephesians 1:17-19. And, if you were to make a New Years resolution it would be to exercise your faith. Get into the His word, get to know Him and His promises for "those" who believe, "His children that have excepted Him into their hearts, by receiving His free gift."

Though 2 are missing, Happy New Year from all of us~

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

My Stress Reliever~

2010-12-20T11:19:00.001-07:00

I must be on a roll this month since I've done more posting recently than in the past year! Actually, I'm letting other things go that I can't seen to get a hold of. I'm sure you've had times where you labor so hard at something but it just looks the same - no matter what you do! Friday we went for a little drive up the mountain, looking for Mistletoe~ Mt. Graham is a good name but I should come up with something different for me to call it, you know like on The Walton's - "Walton's Mountain." It is definitely a stress reliever. LOL I could have stayed there all day and into the next year. I wished everyone could have gone with me and frankly I have no idea why I'm not there more often. And, since you couldn't go I thought I'd share a few pics~

I hope you have a place to take a drive to. A place you can relieve some stress in your life. Just remember not to forget to take the Lord and that other special someone~

Under The Stars~

2010-12-17T22:59:00.000-07:00

I can't take the credit for the shot below it was photographed by Stefan Seip - though I sure wish I could take wonderful night shots like it. I so love looking at the night skies here is the SE Arizona and of all the places I've lived throughout the US, I've never seen skies quite like it and if I have I'm just not remembering.

Starry Night of Mount Graham By Stefan Seip

Recently, I've been listening to a great link that posts excellent Christian music it's call Under The Radar. They play known artists I've listened to before and many I haven't; in most cases the songs posted I've not heard or don't recognize them since they aren't played enough on the air. The musicians and songs certainly deserve the recognition which brings me to tonight's post.

Under the Radar posts new episodes weekly, though this week we were graced with two, last years and this weeks sounds of Christmas~ I have to admit about this time you could be getting tired of it - but not this. :) Below is a song written by Justin McRoberts that came out in 2006 and is just one example of the fine music you will hear. What I liked about "Born Beneath These Stars," is the simplicity of the song and the magnificence of the Lord. Just looking at the stars I see each night and the vast wonder of it all is so breathe taking. Just knowing that the creator of heaven and earth came as a babe, born in a manger, beneath these same stars to set things right that we can be with Him eternal.

We celebrate Christmas to recognize the birth of Christ Jesus - the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords; who was most likely born in September? Some have said in April or even August! But I'm not here to debate His birth date or why some celebrate and some don't. I want to just recognize the Savior of the world - that is the Savior that came as a babe and become a sacrifice for the sin of ALL mankind that we may have life eternal through Him who loves us.

So from my home to your a "Merry Christmas" and when you see the magnificence of the Lord in His night time creation think of what He's done for you~

"Therefore the Lord Himself will give you a sign: Behold, a virgin will be with child and bear a son, and she will call His name Immanuel. (God with us) Isaiah 7:14 NAS

He heals the brokenhearted
      and bandages their wounds.
He counts the stars
      and calls them all by name.
How great is our Lord! His power is absolute!
      His understanding is beyond comprehension!
Psalm 147:3-5 NLT
Isaiah 53 ESV

Below - links of interest:

Star gazing

Our Telescope

Another Season Is Coming To A Close~

2010-12-05T21:53:00.001-07:00

September came to a full-fast close (that's when I started this post :/), October is gone and Autumn has been in full swing- soon to end. November is done with Thanksgiving over and now its December! Do you wonder where the time goes? Surprising enough autumn ends in December but, the leaves are gone from most of our trees.

Oh~ How I love the smell of leaves;
In Autumn as they're changing color.
The crisp cool feeling of the night,
And, warm sunny days so bright!

Even the desert sings of "Autumn!"
Cool crisp mornings from the open skies at night.
Warm days, sunny and bright.
Full of color and smells of Autumn. VB-2010

Where does it go? The time just flies by whether it's a good day or bad. Whether it's full or empty; happy or sad. Several mornings back was our first taste of this season coming to a close and old man winter is on it's way. Our mountain had that look about it, with its dark clouds hovering and the smell of cool moisture was in the air. You knew apple season was over with more frosty nights on the way.

We all have our seasons in this life, roads we travel, journeys we're on, learning and hopefully growing. With all that I've been doing this past year, I've missed quiet times; restful days not packed full - with everything. As the days seem to run together my time seems busier - "I guess my husband was correct about this becoming seasonal posting!" But it was never my intention and a time I miss. There are times when I have so much to share and I can't seem to stop long enough to write it down - loosing much of my thoughts. From the lack of time I've even changed this post several times in an attempt to keep it current and making some sense (lol). My brother likes using this saying "Poop Accrues!" I think its his way of avoiding some things, though honestly, I feel as though I'm dumped on more than my share. Haven't you had days when you just didn't think you'd make it through?

Previously I shared that we had been going through a time in our lives that many have experienced and frankly none would want to. Through all these times God has supplied for every need that we've had and some.

"And I will cause showers to come down in their season, they will be showers of blessing." Ezekiel 34:26

But we've been on this particular journey for what seems like an eternity - this road we've been traveling only 4 to 5 years now, has been a hard rough road to travel. With unexpected twists and turns sprinkled blessing here and there; with the Lord ever by our side~

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Philippians 4:6 I've always like to continue with the following verse of importance - And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. v7.

The above verses are so true and should be taken to heart. Be anxious for nothing - much of the time I'm good, my husband may beg to differ, but sometimes when you are going through things that don't seem to go away - it can make it difficult and sometimes unbearable.
When my husband lost his job - and I know many can relate that's one thing. But with his illness / disability went kicking into full gear; we found ourselves facing the reality of loosing our home and more. He tried getting his consulting business running again, as well as, looking for other work - no go. I had an in home business myself but it never brought in enough to make a difference. I even found a job outside of our home but it wasn't bringing in enough; I shortly ended up leaving the job to put more effort in our packing while getting rid of things you accumulate over the years. It was a tough road to travel, we did what I could while we tried to sell our home but lost in anyway in-spite of our efforts.

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Philippians 4:6

We did manage to stay in our home for about two years during this season, packing and selling everything of value doing what we could, seeking the Lord and his direction always. People will tell us just leave~ But, when you don't have money, you can't stay and you can't leave. But God's timing was/is always perfect.

And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. v7.

That leads us to today. It's been a year since we left our home in OH and not being able to move back into our little house in NM we lost that as well; we found ourselves moving back to AZ and in with my dad. For which we are grateful. Do you think God knew what he was doing guiding us in this direction? I do~ Though my husband has been in and out of the hospital - back and forth to the VA for doctor appointments (we do believe God has healed him, we are just waiting for the manifestation to take place) and the continually day to day things called life that keeps me on the move and sum. Recently, I asked the Lord how much longer? Though I'm trusting you I'm tired and I don't know how much longer I can do what I'm doing! I'm still living with boxes as if I'm moving! When Lord - I would like my life back!
Yes, that was me not to long ago and really what I've wanted to share, the reason I've been trying to write this post. I heard a voice, it was God saying to me after I was crying out, "My grace is sufficient for you." It was gentle, loving and to the point. And just what is His grace? The dictionary gives many definitions I like these:

The freely given, unmerited favor and love of God; the influence or spirit of God operating in humans to regenerate or strengthen them and the condition of being in God's favor or one of the elect. And what is sufficient? "Enough," to meet a need or purpose; adequate - nothing more is needed it is enough~ I was allowing myself to become anxious when I knew God always blessed us and supplied our every need.

Things are hard out there - there's no denying it - God is there for me/you, His grace is sufficient for those who have received his gift of salvation and have a relationship with Him. If you don't know God and need a miracle in your life ask him in your heart. Get into a good Bible believing fellowship, He will shower you with blessing as you travel that desert road in your season. I will be forever thankful~

As for the clip I love fall and listening to the sound of George Winston, enjoy~

Sunday And All Is Calm~

2010-08-22T10:24:00.000-06:00

It has been pretty hot around here and it's nice getting up to the mountain on really hot days to enjoy the beauty and cool off a bit. I think we are finally at the tail end of the monsoons. At the beginning we'd get rain all around but not over head. I've been told we are in a rain shadow since we are surrounded by mountains, however, these past few days we have been in a somewhat downpour mode. But nothing like the video clip I took from my phone~ It was coming down so fast it was running off the roof over the gutters. However, Dad doesn't have down spouts on the corners and on this day I really don't think it would have mattered. No down spouts? Something over looked LOL.

Today this Sunday morning all is calm, cool and a bit showery; a wonderful change of pace. Calm - well ,that is until I realized I left the bacon on the stove cooking! I wonder what I could do with bacon that's now unidentifiable? LOL Hey Mat - maybe I wasn't suppose to eat it anyway~ All I did was put the bacon on and left it to check something and saw the blog site and thought hey! I'll post something about the morning and how relaxing it is with its cool and rainy temps~ Completely forgetting about the bacon!
Ok, get me back to the "calm," and listening to Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, before church:) I pray your Sunday is peaceful and calm, cool and a bit showery with the love of the Lord in your hearts.

The Sun "Son" Always Breaks Through~

2010-08-02T09:53:00.000-06:00

Except for sharing a few pictures of our beautiful mountain; I'm finding it hard to believe it's been this long. Now August! - I must admit I'm disappointed in "me." Close friends would say I'm being too hard on myself; but I actually started writing this in May and for the lack of words -- I was just too involved with stuff to get back to it. Though I've tried many times :(   I guess I just lost momentum -- lost my focus. . .My husband asked yesterday if I was posting seasonal now. . . "his funny."

My original started out with the title "It's Still May :/" (Of course now changed) I continued on to say:
Good things do happen in May as in other months of the year. Like Mother's Day and birthdays. Though I need to add one of the best birthdays ever! This past May was unusually hard for me and seemed to be without end. Realistically - it had simply been an extension or continuation of things. Most of which I get through with the help and strength from the Lord. But - as I give things up to Him and that is the key -- by "giving things up" to Him.

"Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest." Matthew 11:28

Now entering August a brand new month; the frame of mind I had in the month of May was a difficult war for me to battle. I believe I was suffering from "battle fatigue!" An attempt; for a bit of humor here :) I'd grown weary and allowed myself to do so.

"Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him; do not fret because of him who prospers in his way," Psalm 37:7

Not everyone knows what our family has been going through or has been through, however, we aren't necessarily alone, As we look around at the world in which we live there are so many hurting, longing for relief, a little help or just to be loved. My husband and I often say, "I don't know how people do it without the Lord in their lives." He has been and is the one true constant blessing. In the mists of all our troubles there have been so many blessings, many of them miracles and answers to "specific" prayers. There are time when I marvel at His love for us - "for me." Things the Lord has graciously placed into motion years earlier that would bless us/me at this time in my life, simple words cannot do justice. However, I will keep that to share another time.

"And I will cause showers to come down in their season, they will be showers of blessing." Ezekiel 34:26

Now though the above is very true - I have times when I don't do as I ought. I get so wrapped -n- tangled in what we call life, with all one person can do and foolishly on her own. Instead of riding with, you are driving away from the Lord and the "free from burdens" He has for us. That inner peace that only He can give is replaced with the stresses that this world only offers. When I say "away from," my meaning here is, I'm putting more emphasis in my own abilities trying deal with the problems, for the Lord is always with me. I'm fooling myself into thinking I have some control, maybe not even that. I know I don't and I'm not even looking at my own abilities as much as I'm shutting down - take a sabbatical. That wouldn't be so bad? That is if I were taking it with the Lord and refueling. This type of shut down has happened before but not for the same reasons. But, all of that rarely matters. What does is the reconnection the Lord only deserves - His love for you and who you are in Him.

He alone will bring about perfect peace- Peace I leave with you, my peace I give you. Not as the world gives do I give you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither be afraid. John 14:27

We have always been through tough times but this particular journey we are on has been long and arduous of almost four years - longer. And, when we allow ourselves to get to the "battle fatigue" stage, that's when we've shifted our focus so much onto the problem - that - that is all we see. Even though we know - what we know, the Lord is the only one who can help us win this war. *For He already has won the battle, we need to see it.

You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose thoughts are fixed on you! Isaiah 26:3
You are the one who gives us victory over our enemies; Psalm 44:7
We live by faith, not by sight. 2 Corinthians 5:7

One of our many battles stems from my husband. Jim is USCG medically retired and has been suffering from many disabilities, though he has always been able to do well - his body has truly taken a turn and not for the better. Even before we first moved here we almost lost him and after arriving every month until resent was spent driving back and forth to the VA in Tucson; working through the system and with different doctors.   One day while we there and now several weeks ago, I went into the Canteen (little convenient store) which had a spin rack with inspirational books - I'm sure you've seen in other places. As I was looking my eyes skimmed across a title that got my attention, "Laughter For A Woman's Soul," I almost chuckled - sarcastically. Sadly though it was true I thought, for I lost my laughter.   That spark the Lord gave me that made me - me; that merry heart of mine apparently went on some vacation that I wasn't invited too!

A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22

I've written previous posts about laughter and it truly does good like a medicine. God was so wonderful in giving us emotions, but I reached a time in my life where I allowed myself to be robbed of joy. Two movies that I loved watching were "Ground Hog Day" and "Joe Verses The Volcano," both depending on what I was doing I used to describe my days. I've been so busy caring for things, others - and just plain "doing," that driving to the VA became an outing - but not a restful one. There was no time to enjoy the drive, though it's one of the prettiest drives. This spring the desert was full of beauty that would cause me to think,"If I only could take pictures to share," but my camera was broken. (Now it's finally repaired thank you Jesus). But the drive was always hurried to get back to more of the same :/ Of course there's more to this story. And, isn't there always :) I'm not sure when I'll finish mine to share, however, I feel if don't post what I have it will be lost.

Maybe you have similar things you're going through on your journey. I certainly have much more to add to this. But one thing I'll add before closing; my faith is in the Lord and He sustains me just as His word says. Even with my choices and mistakes. Even at times with unbelief - He remains the same just as His says. He is the keeper of my heart. Psalm 121

Up To The Mountain~

2010-07-20T11:06:00.000-06:00

There's much to say about the mountain. It's a place where you may go and recharge. A place to capture the beauty of a creator. A place of quiet solitude to think and ponder things. A place to listen or pray. A wonderful blessing to enjoy and go to. Everyone needs a mountain to go to. Maybe you don't have a mountain but you have a place you enjoy going. A place of rest.

I was crying to the Lord with my voice, And He answered me from His holy mountain. Psalm 3:4

Make sure you scroll to the bottom of my blog page and pause the tunes so you can hear this great song:)

The Leather Vest

2010-04-24T08:37:00.001-06:00

Many of you maybe familiar with the Way Of The Master ministry but not know to much about Ray Comfort - other than he loves the Lord and has a genuine desire to save souls. I thought I'd share this clip - I think it's wonderful!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tvitmq7KkPE

Atheist Central

The Desert In Full Spring:)

2010-04-14T08:15:00.003-06:00

The desert is in full bloom, the once snow topped mountain is loosing its lacy effect; and I'm lost without my camera. . .
I wish I could take a picture and show you what my eyes can see. The desert wild flowers are in full bloom - full spring! I wished I could share all the beautiful colors - yellows, oranges, purples, pinks etc.....

And the songbirds have been beckoning me as I fallow their beautiful songs into the trees. All I can do is to share a few links of interest and the "songbird" you will be able to look up all bird things of interest.

http://www.desertharvesters.org/

http://www.tucson-bed-breakfast.com/southern-arizona-bird-watching.html

Oh and to add - thanking my wonderful son, he was able to take a couple shots from his phone(LOL I still have a hard time with phones taking pictures, I did grow up with my gram).

In The Desert, Little Signs Of Spring ~

2010-03-22T10:39:00.028-06:00

Gila Woodpecker

Vermilion Flycatcher

Yellow-burst Gazania
The gazania's in yard are at least from 20 yr old plants~

Gila Woodpecker (F)

Gazania (another variety)

Vermilion Flycatcher (F)

I've Always Loved The Western Skies~

2010-03-20T08:38:00.005-06:00

I've always loved the western skies,

And watching clouds as they go by;

Carrying away the troubles of the day.

Trusting the Lord to bring us home.

VLB 3/20/10

Take some time to day and watch the clouds go by, and if you don't have clouds to watch today, look for something that God has given to you enjoy; and watch the clouds tomorrow. :)

Romans 8:28 And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.

Romans 12:2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect.

A Letter To My Cousin ~ "The Shack"

2010-03-05T17:48:00.009-07:00

This is a long over-due post and one I've kept mentioning I was going to do to a friend. I've so often thought about it but, was having a hard time putting it to words, as everything in my life, the Lords timing is always perfect. I spoke with my cousin a short while back and we were discussing William Paul Young's book The Shack. At this time I didn't go over my concerns and I wasn't yet able to go into them exactly the way I would have preferred so I didn't really say anything much. Other than as a fictional book I liked the story line. I tend to enjoy mysteries and the cover was what really got my attention at the time. After I spoke with my cousin I new I'd have to write her or I figured we'd talk again soon.

I have been following a wonderful blog from a sister in the Lord, Sunny. We've never met though she has a wonderful ministry the Lord has blessed her with and Sunny has blessed others with her blog About My Fathers Business I hope you check it out. This is where I found her Biblical based study on The Shack. This is something I've wanted to do for over a year, didn't have the time or could ever do it justice as Sunny has. Thank you Sunny for following your heart and allowing the Lord to work through you. :)

So after much consideration I wrote my cousin and as I was writing her I thought I'd just do my post in the form of a letter.

Dear Mary,

How’s everyone doing? I hope you’ll all soon be out of the snow. Here it’s been beautiful – and no surprise there. We did get much needed rain here and there; the mountain of course got snow that was most beautiful to look at with its white caps in the evening gave them a lacy effect; beautiful!

When we last spoke we were talking about the book written by William Paul Young, “The Shack.” Even though I enjoyed the book I had concerns or reservations about it. I also read The Shack when I was going through a rough time – I needed a shot in the arm, so to speak; mostly I needed to recognize that Jesus was still there with me. This is one of the deceptions that Satan would use to lead many astray. Not that Jesus isn’t or wasn’t always there for me – but who the Lord really is in our relationship with him.

When I read the book I sent a copy to one of my oldest and dearest friends. She hadn’t a close relationship with her biological father who was abusive, so she struggled in her relationship with her heavenly father. Trusting was an issue so I sent her a copy thinking it would help. But, it wasn’t received well by her husband. In fact he blasted me on a post I had on my blog. He does lack tack at times but does know his stuff (the word) – he just deliverers it in badly sometimes. This was very hurtful to me, I shut down, I needed that friendship, that relationship, that closeness as describe in the book. He was right though, even though hurtful and though it wasn’t received well – I thought a lot about the implications of the book as where it stands biblically.

I’ve always had the Lord right there with me but do to the circumstances we were in I became overwhelmed focusing on our problems and not the Lord. At the time parts of the book even lifted my spirit enough so that I even choose a couple excerpts from the book when asked to speak at the Woman’s Breakfast for our church group. I was excited and sung its praise as many others have – but still I was troubled with concerns. I couldn’t quite put my thoughts down and back them up accurately since I needed that feeling of closeness.

I was wrong in my excitement and wrong in support of “The Shack.” It is a book of deception. The truth is that Jesus is closer than a friend and wants a relationship with you. God’s love is unconditional but he’s also just. But to know him you need to seek him – get in the Bible. Someone I know even said, “After reading The Shack she now knows who God is!” Mr. Young’s depiction of who the Lord is will lead others astray that don’t know Him and the true Godhead. It fails to show God’s holiness and the reverent fear we should have for the Lord. (Proverbs 1:7)

I’m sending a study link along I hope you’ll read. It’s a study I would have loved to have created myself with the Lords help. It’s excellent, and found it here Biblical Review Of The Shack

It hasn’t been totally confirmed that Mr. Young belongs to the Unitarian Universalist Church. Unitarian Universalism is a liberal religion that embraces theological diversity; they welcome different beliefs and Theological Perspectives. however; it seems evident in his book. In a number of interviews he denies being a part of the “emerging church.” His book even though well written doesn’t accurately depict biblically who God, Jesus or the Holy Spirit is/are; this in turn a deception.

For an unbeliever, that is one that has not accepted the true Christ, the book deceives by keeping them in the dark as to who the real person of Jesus is and the true Godhead. And, to the believer, one that has accepted into their heart that Jesus is who he is as according to the Bible, a couple scriptures comes to mind -

Mark 13:22 For false christs and false prophets will rise and show signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. NKJ

2 Corinthians 11:3 But I am afraid that just as Eve was deceived by the serpent's cunning, your minds may somehow be led astray from your sincere and pure devotion to Christ. NIV

Let us be diligent in testing all things as to not be deceived.

Love in Him,

Vik

To all the ladies at Cornerstone that were at the Woman's Breakfast - October of 2008 I hope you will forgive me if I miss lead you in anyway. I thank the Lord for His love and forgiveness that only He can give.

Lastly, it's the responsibility of every believer to study and know the Word. We'll each be held accountable for our own walk. Acts 17:11

In Him and to a walk that is pleasing in His sight.

Vicky

It Still May Be Winter, But Here Spring Is In The Air ~

2010-02-18T13:44:00.003-07:00

Who would have thought a nest box for fresh eggs could look so artsy; my daughter n law! I do think of doing creative things or at least used to often, but it doesn't often materialize as I'd like. Dannielle has many favorite artists she enjoys but this is her rendition of the artist; Natasha Wescoat and I think she's done a wonderful job. I think Danielle plans on doing a few more things to her work and my Dad would like her to do the American flag on top - you know for that aerial view - LOL! It will all look great and if for any reason we might get a "gray day" here all we need to do is look out the window and over to the chickens for a beautiful sun rise / or set.

Dannielle isn't the only one that's been busy here; Mat has been working on a garden and found a great spot with good dirt. My Dad had already planted a couple Pistachio Trees there and it once had a couple fruit bearing trees that need replacing.

Here you can see Mat working on the fence to keep the critter's out, he has salvaged unused wire from other projects.

Even though its winter the Pistachio trees will soon have leaves and I'm thinking benches to watch over the garden and look on to the beautiful mountain.

And not to forget Sophie she'll enjoy the garden too!

February 14, Valentine's Day ~

2010-02-14T11:10:00.000-07:00

All holidays, when researching, we find out has pagan origins; Valentines Day is not exempt from the lot - this day set aside to honor those whom we love. All peoples "Christian and not," pass out cards, have special dinners and purchase gifts for their significant others. I'm not going to talk about the origins of the day - I'll leave that for another time. What I'd like to share is what LOVE is by sharing a few verses of scripture; verses that I've tried to live by and should be practiced by all.

Philippians 2:3-5
Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind let each of you regard one another as more important than himself; do not merely look out for your own interests, but also for the interests of others. Have this attitude in yourselves which was also in Christ Jesus,

Simply - put others first.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8
Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails;

This is a text that is read many times at weddings its the "Love Text," but look at your heart is this something that is practiced daily?

1 Corinthians 8:1
Knowledge makes arrogant, but love edifies.

You can have all the knowledge in the world and not say anything that edifies a soul that needs to know they're loved.

Galatians 5:13
For you were called to freedom, brethren; only do not turn your freedom into an opportunity for the flesh, but through love serve one another.

Jesus served, and we should follow His example. He loved the unlovable the rejects of the world.

Galatians 5:22
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control;

1 John 4:7, 16
Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. God is love,

I would hope that you just read chapter 4, its a beautiful chapter and has insight to a few things you might not be aware of , I pray that as you read the Lord opens eyes to your heart as His ministers to you.

And lastly, though there's so much more~

John 15: 9-14
Just as the Father has loved Me, I have also loved you; abide in My love. If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love; just as I have kept My Father's commandments, and abide in His love. These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may be in you, and that your joy may be made full. This is My commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends. You are My friends, if you do what I command you.

My prayer is that you walk in the LOVE - I pray that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthen with power through his Spirit in your inner man; so that Christ may dwell in you hearts through faith; and that you , being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and heights and depths, and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God. Ephesians 3:16-19

And, if you don't know the Lord - The Bible tells us that there is NO greater love than this - than one who lays down His life for a friend. Jesus could have call on the Father at anytime and not died for us. And why did He need to do so? Well, we were born into sin - a sinful world. Romans 6:23 tells us; For the wages of sin is death, but the FREE GIFT of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. We all understand wages - it's something you earn and a free gift is simple - if someone hands you a gift; how about a Valentines gift, its only your if you actually take it from the giver. The Bible also tell us that its nothing we can do on our own; Ephesians 2 8 tells us, For by grace you've been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, that no one should boast.

God is LOVE I pray you except His extended hand to you today- I pray that the eyes of you heart may be enlightened, so that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in-- the saints, and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward those who believe. Ephesians 1:18-19

Have a wonderful week - get out there and share love and enjoy your life that the Lord died to give you :)

Recent Weather!

2010-01-22T09:51:00.003-07:00

Earlier this week we heard bad weather was on the horizon - it was coming. No kidding! I think it was Tuesday evening when the wind started to pick up. I let my dogs out for the last time that evening and noticed I need to close up the back end of the truck after picking up some boxes nearby I had left out. All I can say is thank goodness I did! The wind just keep getting faster and harder, when I got into bed Sophie (who doesn't care for the wind) got in bed and laid close by. As the it got later the wind just didn't let up I started thinking of Hidalgo and the sand storm especially when I started to smell the dirt! I just buried my head under the blanket- no joke! When I got up the windowsill, my camera case below, my printer etc, had been riddled with dust / dirt. After I cleaned that up and decided to get a shower - there's a windowsill just above the tub that I had my shampoo etc. sitting on covered, and cleaning that off just made mud. . . Outside don't ask - we still haven't finish that clean up and won't until after all the rain is done. I've hear it should be this Sunday.

On one hand I'm happy it's been raining to lay the dust down from that windstorm but it hasn't stopped and that creates other problems. Yesterday, I was able to grab a couple pictures of the start of a beautiful rainbow and double rainbow. That beautiful reminder of better things.

I've been living in what seems to be stormy weather. So much of my (and family) recent life as been in hard times. Some has been from bad things that just seem to happen and some from poor choices - but never the less - with all the things that happen God has a rainbow for us who trust and keep our faith in him.

And God said, "This is the sign of the covenant that I make between me and you and every living creature that is with you, for all future generations: I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth. When I bring clouds over the earth and the bow is seen in the clouds, I will remember my covenant that is between me and you and every living creature of all flesh. And the waters shall never again become a flood to destroy all flesh. When the bow is in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth."Genesis 9:12-16

God is Faithful and does keep his word :)

January . . . .

2010-01-16T10:40:00.002-07:00

I've been told that January is national writing month; well January is now on it's way out and I haven't even had the chance to get out any of my stationary. When we moved we had to put all of our things into storage. Periodically, I have to go and root through boxes to try and locate things I want to use. Of course, everything was pretty well labeled, but you still have to go through and hunt.

The stationary was easy to locate, it's in a clear large tub - apparently I've collected pretty paper and cards like I have fabrics! The plan was to be better about writing; everyone has been moved into a the computer age - emails - texting - etc. that the art of writing has been lost. I've always loved a good pen to write with also - I even think I was good at it once. :)

I got the clear tub out, placed it in the back end of the truck and there it rode for a couple weeks. Every time I'd have to get something out of the truck or put it in I'd see my tub. After awhile it was becoming irritating to say the least. . . Three days ago I took my tub back to the storage unit. I knew that it was hopeless right now. :(

Life in general hasn't been what I thought it would be since leaving Ohio. If anything (and I can't believe I'm saying this), it has been busier - harder even. . . The once thought of having time to breathe - to rethink the past few years - to put things into perspective - is just about nonexistent.

So, what have I been up to you might ask? You wouldn't believe me if I told you. I doubt the writers in Hollywood could come up with all the things that I seem to go through in my life. LOL! I was talking with someone last night and I what was mentioned to me in reference to recent events was - God doesn't put anymore on you than you can handle (might not be word for word). I believe the text where were quote this from is 1 Corinthians 10:13 which says:

No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, that you may be able to endure it.

I always loved reading Corrie Ten Boon books and quotes. I can't quote this word for word and for some reason I can't located it (must be in the storage shed), She was sharing how the Lord will not give us more than what we can bare but, that we ourselves will place more / that extra on ourselves. This is very true.

But what about when others put more on you, or make it harder than it needs to be? Well the same holds true, God is and remains faithful. We can't changes others, but we can hopefully be a light to them and do whats right in the Lord's eyes.

One of the newest adventures I've undertaken is the care of my Dad's pups. This job was placed in my hands by him; and one I gladly wanted to help him with caring for them. But I had know Idea that he didn't bother to share this idea with others (long story) that apparently had other ideas. This has made things harder than needed. :(

I'm trusting the Lord to help me finish the job, to be a shining light of his love (though I've asked the Lord to forgive me several times) and to help place the pups in wonderful homes so they can be the blessing they were born to be.

Of course for that added extra - but on my part - I've taken it upon myself to start another blog. This blog is all about our pets and I'm hoping that my family will be apart of it. I've already posted a couple things and you might like to check out - Molly's Beautiful Pup's the 10 little extras that's been keeping me busy.

I'm praying as things settle down I'll be able to breathe and hopefully find enjoyment in each new day the Lord blesses me with. :)

Enjoying My Time Today ~

2009-12-27T13:29:00.003-07:00

For the last couple days I've been taking and enjoying a much needed break from running here and there being busy. Since we've moved I've been using my husbands laptop so I don't visit many of the blogs I've loved and bookmarked. Yesterday checked out Little Red Barn that was listed on one I follow. How fun - she started what's Mosaic Monday that you can be a part of too please check this out. This certainly in a wonderful way to be creative and use the talents the Lord has given you. On her site there are so many bloggers listed who are a part of Mosaic Monday one photographer has a little contest going on until Monday morning and there's nothing hard about this one, please go to Chronicles Of A Country Girl and enter yourself for a chance to win a beautiful photo in the frame of your choice. Also check her work out; as well as, those listed on Little Red Barn, I hope it will inspire you to try new things and enjoy being creative.

I'm thinking of all the possibilities ~

MERRY CHRISTMAS~

2009-12-24T11:56:00.001-07:00

I've always loved this and thought I'd share it with you. I'd like to add though, I pray your Christmas is blessed with love from above. I pray that you look to the Savior of this world -that's what Christmas is really all about. Merry Christmas to you and yours. Vicky

Yes It's December!

2009-12-19T23:12:00.001-07:00

Yes it is December and I truly thought I'd have a chance to write some on my blog - I miss doing so. This has been some year and moving here, will I was looking at things settling down some. It was wonderful having both Jake and Aaron here and I enjoyed seeing them help their Gramp mend the gate.

The goodbyes though are always sad especially since the boys haven't seen their Gramp in ten years or so.
I'm so happy they did - the only one missing was Mat. All three boys came to our rescue though in what was a most needed time. We are so proud of them.

My husband has had such a bad time of it with his illness. On a happy note though doctors thought he had TB but he didn't - Thank you Jesus! Getting back on track is definitely a difficult one and is going slow. Getting hooked up to the VA has been interesting and somewhat disappointing at times to say the least. This week Jim had a set back and is back in the hospital. I know he will recover and we are relying on our faith - it has been hard though and a real test.

On a happy note and in the busiest of times; my Dad's dog Molly had ten beautiful, perfect pups!

We (my husband and I) had the opportunity to witness and help in the miracle of birth. Molly was wonderful and for a first time mom and for being so young - was like a pro! How can people even question the presences of a creator? It takes more faith to believe that something comes from nothing!

And, speaking of the miracle of birth, Christmas is a time when we look at the Miracle birth of babe born such a long time ago. A Savior for all who believe. This Christmas I pray you take time and what could prove to be the most important time you take this Christmas. Take time to get to know the person who we celebrate this holiday for.

All right then, the Lord himself will give you the sign. Look! The virgin will conceive a child! She will give birth to a son and will call him Immanuel (which means 'God is with us'). Isaiah 7:14 NLT

We all can't be together this Christmas but, I have comfort in knowing we are together in spirit and much love for each other. Merry Christmas to all and blessing for the coming New Year.

I took a short break last week and shot some pictures around and about of interest - below are just a few.

Update~

2009-11-13T13:00:00.000-07:00

Just an update here to let you know what's been happening. I don't have a computer up and running yet so I'm at the library tell all the ins and outs or taken care of. We made it to Arizona but it was a job to say the least. My husband took ill and landed in the hospital for a week before we left; he had a fungus Coccidioidomycosis (Valley Fever) and H1N1 landed him in the ICU for a spell. Do to his illness he has an compromised immune system. I believe that the climate here is proving to be the best for him.
Our one son was a big help and our other two boys showed up for the rescue and we were so glad they did. We certainly couldn't have done it with out them or the help of some very dear friends. Thank you all both physically and financially. I thank the Lord so much for his faithfulness and to the faithfulness of dear friends. Jim is doing better but is weak and the doctors tell us it will take awhile to regain his strengthen. I'm counting on the Lord for his totally healing. I'll write later hopefully soon. Love to all Vicky

Finally!

2009-10-21T06:33:00.000-06:00

It's been a long haul - no pun intended - I thought I'd never see this day. We will be saying goodbye to Ohio this week; in just a few days! I'm excited and bit sad (when I think about it) - Nope I'm excited! I will miss some things that I was able to do - but there will be new adventures out there.

Yesterday, I went next door to my dear friend and neighbor, that I will truly miss. Monica said they finally got the pancake recipe figured out and they turned out wonderful. I said I'm no longer needed "my job was done" ha - I happy to say they said that wasn't so. I'm glad we have phones and internet to keep in touch. I'm holding back my tears :(

Anyway, I know there will be other things I think of but for now I have to keep moving. I'll try to post here and there along the way - more likely when I get to our destination.

Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him, and he will act. Psalm 37: 3-5 Amen

Are You On A Sinking Ship?

2009-10-12T12:26:00.002-06:00

It's been quite some time since I last looked out my front window. The leaves are changing into beautiful colors. Red berries are looking more pronounced - the mornings have been cooler, crisper; and the once kept yard looks tired. Birds that I've stopped feeding a year or more ago still light onto the branches playing "visiting" me little while. This is what I've enjoyed in the past ~ Have I just lost interest? Or . . Maybe I've just lost me ~ Maybe I've finally reach the tired of moving mode ~
I'm convinced that my family and the friends I have don't believe it will ever happen; there are days when I even doubt it myself. But it's a must. . .

Many people watched the 1997 movie Titanic with the romantic tale of Jack and Rose. Somehow in this movie directed by James Cameron you were able to identify with all the different characters that were portrayed and more so than older versions. Of course it could be just my take or a simply well done movie.
Last month - a few weeks back - was an extremely difficult time for me (all of us) and what flashed into my thoughts at that time was the sinking Titanic. The most vivid part was when Jack drop into the depths of the cold dark Atlantic. However, and almost instantaneously a small voice said; "Be strong and courageous."

Have you ever been on what seemed like a sinking ship? Where everything around you was so overwhelming you were starting to fear what will happen to you? You wanted out of what has become and entrapment but couldn't leave? You were starting to feel defeated while focusing on the situation at hand. This was the problem I was starting to allow the problem to take hold by focusing on them. I knew in my heart this much was true the Lord has never failed me He has never failed us.

"Be strong and courageous (of good courage). Do not be afraid (fear not) or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you: He will never leave you (He will not fail thee) or forsake you." Deuteronomy 31:6 NIV (KJV)

There are so many things in the Old Testament I enjoy reading about - so much insight - life's lessons to help you through tough times. One story came to mind as I thought of the sinking Titanic was in and starting in Numbers 13, when Moses sent out twelve spies to check out the land that the Lord was giving them. For forty days they spied in that land learning all the could and gathered fruit of the land to show Moses and the congregation. As the spies returned; they preceded in telling them - "We went in to the land where you sent us; and it certainly does flow with milk and honey, and this is its fruit. Nevertheless, the people who live in the land are strong, and the cities are fortified and very large;" ten spies had their focus on how many as well as, the strength and size of those they were to over take in fact they appeared as grasshoppers in comparison. They allowed fear to take them and they delivered a bad report. They forgot all the miracles the Lord their God had done thus far. Only two of the spies gave a good report - they to recognized the situation at hand but that didn't deter them in their report. They knew God, they remembered who He was, what He'd done and the promises He had for thous that placed their trust in Him.

This still holds true for us today. How is your report? There is nothing impossible with God; absolutely nothing! Yet there are time we take are eyes of the Lord and become as grasshoppers to our problems. We can be so deep into the cold dark waters that we loose sight of the truth. David wrote in Psalms many many times of his redeemer and David held on to God's truth. His Word. His promises.

Those who go down to the sea in ships,

Who do business on great waters;

they have seen the works of the Lord,

And His wonders in the deep.

For He spoke and raised up a stormy wind,

Which lifted up the waves of the sea.

They rose up to the heavens, they went down to the depths;

The soul melted away in their misery.

They reeled and staggered like a drunken man,

And were at their wits end.

Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble,

And He brought them out of their distress.

He caused the storm to be still,

So that the waves of the sea were hushed.

Then they were glad because they were quite;

So He guided them to their desired haven.

Let them give thanks to the Lord for His lovingkindness,

And for His wonders to the sons of men!

Let them extol Him also in the congregation of the people,

and praise Him at the seat of the elders.

Psalm 107: 23-32

This is a new month - a new week and I'm holding on to a good report. I know that He will do just what He says He will do. "Be strong and courageous!" Oh, and the spies and those who listens to the bad report; there outcome wasn't so good. Those that listened to the good report - Well they entered the land flowing with milk and honey.

"The land which we passed through to spy out is an exceedingly good land. If the Lord is pleased with us, then He will bring us into this land, and give it to us--a land which flows with milk and honey. Only do not rebel against the Lord; and do not fear the people of the land, for they shall be our prey. Their protection has been removed from them and the Lord is with us; do not fear them." Numbers 14:7-9

Do not FEAR; do NOT focus on the problems - Focus on the Lord, dive into His Word - it is living. Mediated on it day and night as in Joshua 1: 8 "Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9

FYI on the Titanic band members they did in fact play as the ship was sinking and what they played was Nearer My God To Thee.    For more information click here Titanic.

A Bit Of Autumn Coming ~

2009-09-23T13:25:00.003-06:00

Yesterday, but not today, I heard a small soft voice telling me - when you go on your walk take your camera. So yesterday morning Sophie and I went out on our walk, the air was cool and crisp - perfect for walking. Sophie really does not care for the heat where as Miki loves the heat; moving out west should prove to be interesting indeed. But for Sophie she was very happy on the walk - I usually let her off her lead to romp and run in the field and ditches that are across street. Also across the street from the house are woods not yet fully developed, there are a just few houses; it's great for walks and exploring.
But did I listen to that small voice? No. I wished I had. For on that walk I saw the coolest thing, as Sophie was investigating new smells in ditch, I was looking at a couple Blue Birds up in the branches of a couple dead trees that were side by side. They were going from one to the other as if they were playing. I followed the trees down and when I got to where I was looking straight ahead - there it was sitting on a nub on one of the dead trees and owl. It was setting ever so quietly watching Sophie. The owl seemed to be very curious as to what she was doing. I was so excited and amazed at watching this owl. Then very unhappy that I didn't bring my camera! I can't be totally certain but after looking up owls of Ohio I'm leaning toward it being The Barred Owl. It's markings blended in with the trees and after reading about the owl it had the characteristics of the Barred. Absolutely awesome.
After awhile he/she lit off the tree to another and then further into the woods - without one sound.

I went back the next few days with camera in hand hoping to get a glimpse of that beautiful bird and capture a shot for my collection of bird photos. Nope! I'm sorry to say I haven't seen the owl again but I do hear hoos at night; so someday (hopefully soon) I'll be able to catch a shot but for now I hope you enjoy the shots I did take of autumn coming.

Have you ever heard a small soft voice from inside telling you something? I think all of us have experience something like this. You might go with a gut feeling, some say it's intuition, or your inner self. I believe mostly all of the time - for me its the Holy Spirit. You might not agree and that okay. But, I believe that God wants to richly bless us and in His word He said He would speak to His sheep. Even if it's in the simple things in our lives like taking a walk and enjoying His creations in Autumn. That is a relationship.

For information on owls in Ohio you can go to: http://www.dnr.state.oh.us/Portals/9/pdf/pub423.pdf
And this site how to spot a Barred Owl

Just To Let You Know "I'm Still Here"

2009-09-19T13:04:00.000-06:00

Just wanted to let you know I'm still here, I'm still thinking and have nothing~

Maybe tomorrow; but for TODAY, I'm busy.

My thoughts are busy - to busy to PUT into

WORDS ~

Though I'm not just setting here or there.

I've really been TO busy everywhere.

This isn't GOOD.

No, not good USE of my time;

Or FOR the Lords.

THE Lord desires our best!

And, all we have to give.

Even if it's just words.

The LORD loves you.

VLB 09/20/09

How funny I was really only going to write the first line to say hey I'm here I have been working on some things to share. But for now check out my husbands first post on his blog:

http://1john4-7and8.blogspot.com/2009/09/for-i-am-not-ashamed-of-gospel-of-jesus.html

Last Weekend ~

2009-09-13T07:24:00.002-06:00

Last weekend I visited family in PA. I stayed at my Mom's and we had fun just hanging out; it was much needed rest for me. Monday we went to my Aunt and Uncles for a little get together- the food was awesome. I had the opportunity to visit my youngest sister and her family. They have a beautiful place for our two nephew's Billy and Brutus (Dogue de Bordeaux pup) to run and play.

I also was able to visit my childhood friend that in recent years reconnected with through classmates. I'm so blessed to have her in my life. We got together on her lunch break - the visit was to short, but wonderful. I also got to see another girl from school who remembered me. In fact she went into detail as to where I lived and even the old white stucco pillars that had pieces of all different colored glass in them. I loved those things and apparently everyone else, how funny. They were the fascination of every kid around there dating back into the late 20's and early 30's. My Uncle told me they were there before he was born and he was born 1931. I wished I had a picture! I think I've loved sparkly glass ever since. I feel badly that I'm so bad with names, faces I'm very good at - even details. I have to admit that I'm getting better with the names though - I hope -- I think! LOL
I did have a wonderful time - I ate and snacked way to much and loved watching movies with my Mom - which we don't ever get to do. On leaving the area I was going through Springdale heading out to the turnpike. As I got to Cheswick (all in like a 5 mile radius or less) I thought to myself, I never got a picture of the house my grandpap built in the early 40's. I didn't know the address but I knew it was in the area. Also, I've wanted to see it for years and never took the time to do so.

I quickly called Dad and I told him the road I was on and it was as he was sitting in the truck with me giving directions. He lived in AZ for almost 40 years and hadn't been back this way even for a visit! But, something changed - the name of the street where the house sat had been changed also the farm behind some of the houses is now a subdivision. But it was there and what was easy it is the only high pitch roof around. I was so happy to see that the house and ground were taken care of. My grandparents would be happy also. Not so much where the old pillars were located, that area used to have my great-grandparents farm with a few relatives living close by - there home is long gone as the pillars and in place are houses that are poorly kept.

If I could have I would have stopped in and thanked the people for taking such good care of the house with the high pitched roof. Maybe next time!

Isn't it something that we can remember even the smallest detail of things that are important to us?
Scripture tells us that God knew us even before we were born into this world,
     your eyes saw my unformed body.
       All the days ordained for me
       were written in your book
       before one of them came to be. Psalm 139:16

Also in - Jeremiah 1:5

I can not even comprehend how much the Lord loves us and how important we are to Him. Even the very hairs on our head are numbered!

Why, even the hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not; you are of more value than many sparrows. Luke 12:7

I pray you have a blessed day and week to come and I pray the Lord will give you insight to what is truly important in your life.

Cool Morning - Cinnamon Coffee & Andres Segovia :)

2009-09-02T05:20:00.006-06:00

Yesterday we took a bit of a break from the packing saga by going to the doctors and having my husbands arm looked at again, hopefully it will be completely healed soon from his surgery. While leaving the doctors I was rolling down the window in the truck and it flew - not to return (dropping to the bottom of the door) so that was interesting! I also pick up coffee at a store and last night went to grind the beans and stood there staring - I packed the grinder. . . but no worries I got my old one out and ground some of the cinnamon that was left and cleaned it out. I think I might have mentioned that I will never by powered cinnamon again and only grind it myself - it is wonderful. Anyway, I got my coffee ready for this morning poured a cup and it has a wonderful hint of cinnamon that tastes awesome. I no doubt will do this again:)

The mornings have been cool,
fall is on its way,
we are still here and -
will continue packing today.
One day I'll be done. LOL
VLB 9-4-09

I thought you might enjoy this short video I found on youtube. I enjoy listening to guitar and often find favorite guitarist on there and this morning found one with beautiful photography to share. Enjoy and have a wonderful today.

The person who posted the video wrote this about it. For my mother on her birthday! My own photos, from a few places on the west coast of Sweden, and from my garden. From autumn to summer. Bach's third cello suite played by Andres Segovia on guitar.

A Quiet Morning With A Bit Of Nostalgia~

2009-08-29T06:06:00.012-06:00

This morning is a quiet morning - a bit rainy so I thought I'd sit here a short while with coffee in hand and think of something to share. On mornings like this you move some, slower and I like listening to a station here that plays music from the 20's - 50's. You can listen to it via internet if you'd like; go to this link: http://www.wkhr.org/ Many of the song reminds me of all different times of my life and I also like watching Northern Exposure and the music that was used on the series is very much this. It places you somewhere else in a different time and place. I was so happy to find out recently I can listen on line so where ever we go the music is there. Very nostalgic. I've been working - packing and I don't think I need to tell you how arduous that can be! So before I truly hit my sewing room and pack it up I do squeeze in little projects. I've been doing quite a bit of recycling in the fabric and old clothing dept. Most recently I've put together a bag from a pair of shorts that I hope to share soon with you. The hang up has been in the grommet area. I had only gold and I wanted to use silver. It seems when you're looking for something in particular that's when you can't seem to find it.
The bag was actually finished except for the grommets to use for the rope handle I'd I have. Two days I finally found the grommets but when I got I could use them because my tools you use to pound them together are the wrong size. . . This was very discouraging indeed. So while I was sleeping or trying to I started thinking why can't I come up with something in all the tools and stuff my husband has in his work shop. I plan on fitting the search in sometime today. A couple of days ago I found a magazine I really like and it's definitely worth sharing. It's called Mary Jane's Farm. In there are wonderful ideas, cool projects and many nice stories to read many of them sent in from other readers. You can also check it out on the internet at: http://www.maryjanesfarm.org/ When you go to the site make sure you click on (meet Mary Jane) and it will take you to videos and you can hear her story right from her. She also has so many organic helpful hints on just about everything that you can put to use whether your a farm girl living out our in the city.
I so feels like Fall here and many people I've talked to has wondered just what happened to summer. Many children have returned back to school. County Fairs are on the roll, crops are being harvested the list could go on and on. Fall is my favorite time though I was truly hoping to be having my cup of coffee this morning elsewhere. What a journey we've been on. I told my husband that I wanted to be picking apples on Mt. Graham at Angles Orchard in Safford, AZ this month. The have every type imaginable and its a wonderful place to be. Rows and rows of apples. So if your reading this and are the praying type pray I can still pick in September and I'll share pictures with you, maybe a recipe or two.
Yes, it's been a nostalgic type of a morning here and interestingly enough the word nostalgia was (according to Wikipedia) describes a longing for the past
The term was coined in 1688 by Johannes Hofer (1669-1752) in his Basel dissertation. Hofer introduced nostalgia or mal du pays "homesickness" for the condition also known as mal du Suisse "Swiss illness" or Schweizerheimweh "Swiss homesickness", because of its frequent occurrence in Swiss mercenaries who in the plains of lowlands of France or Italy were pining for their native mountain landscapes.
I think we all get a little homesick sometimes, easier - maybe what we believe to be happier times. Thinking and longing -
My sister had said of pictures that were taken of me like the one on the left "wish you were smiling.
Look on the bright side, you never did like Ohio" and I added, "True - but just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm not joyful inside:0) I have grown weary of all this fun. . ." And she replied, "You are right !"
I'm reminded of a verse in Proverbs 15:13 A glad heart makes a cheerful face, but by sorrow of heart the spirit is crushed. In all fairness it does not look like a happy picture of me and I've been told I have a nice smile and laughter but I'll be honest here, I've allowed myself to become weary of my situation here and there. My focus and your focus can't be on the problems. It's amazing just how many scripture verse there are in the Bible that the Lord truly wants us to be joyful and He wants to take all our burdens and troubles.
So think happy today let the Lord take your troubles and give you peaceful and a joyful heart. All you do is ask Him. And, remember that all time favorite Walt Disney's Pollanne? Look up all the "glad texts!"

From Shirt - Skirt!

2009-08-18T18:16:00.016-06:00

Okay - we all have that favorite shirt that we just can't seem to throw away, if the truth be told a have a few. Well the shirt below was my husbands and he wasn't really wearing it; it was so soft and comfy I took it. I wore it will working on the mail route I had as well as, for painting, yard work - or just to wear so needless to say after we moved here I did seem to wear it as much. It's over 12 years old and was getting on the thin side. It's just been here doing nothing and I didn't want to toss it but kept getting close to tossing it; until I saw this idea in the ReadyMade Magazine Sept 09 issue. I don't know why I hadn't thought of it myself!

So I thought I share with you what I did. It is such a cute and has so many possibilities. As it is it fine but, I'm going to play around with maybe applique or make something to go under it. So it would be more like a work -skirt apron thing. will see. Anyway for the creative sowers out there, don't toss - start creating. Do you realize just how much material there is in a shirt? Have some fun, you haven't wore it in such a long time, you can't even give it away! Cut it up! LOL

This is the shirt.

The directions had you cutting just below the arms. I needed to go just above - the shirt was to short.

I added fabric to openings of the arms so it would be even turning under for the waist band. I also had to remove pockets -if left they would be to high to waist.

Not to bad!
Then with may serger I finished the edge to turn under. Since I did that I didn't have to double; I turned down once.

Next was sewing it around and adding to button holes to run my draw string, ribbon, etc through to hold shirt up. I may change this and use loose elastic also.

The string used is from pair of Capri's I was tired of messing with.

How's it look?
Just think of the possibilities!

Lighter Color Is For Today!♦

2009-08-13T15:55:00.027-06:00

It's been a hectic last couple of days and with the ever existing Facebook battles I just thought I'd lighten things up a bit, and make some color changes on my blog. What do you think? I haven't ventured out in the "web"world to get a printed back ground that so many have - I do love them all. But for me and at the moment - I'll stick to simple. I still like the dark background for most of the pictures I post - though a Lighter Color is For Today! I'm sure it will be sticking around awhile. It does brighten things up, don't you think? :) And, Becky thanks for your comment I guess you got to see the colors first, glad you like it!

I needed some brightening up too! I guess I've been feeling a little weary. When you go through things that tend to be endless sometimes you just get tired of it. I still keep my faith and that truly gets me through, as well as prayers. I know many of you have been keeping me in yours and I can't tell you how much I appreciate them and your friendships.

My husband is reading this book called The Supernatural Power of a Transformed Mind by Bill Johnson and I would like to read it as soon as he is finished. Jim often reads aloud what is of interest and one thing that caught my interest was something Bill Johnson said, "The Bible says faith comes by hearing --not from having heard." Of course it was in response to what he had been sharing but, I liked this phrase and that got me thinking.

It got me thinking of times when you don't refuel. For a believer this can be a danger ground to tread on. Being in the word is more than reading and gaining "head knowledge." It's about having a walk with the Lord; an intimate relationship with Him. He wants to be in every part of your life but He, as is the Holy Spirit; a gentleman and will not force His presence on you. You have always had free will. He waits for you to ask. He is always there and waits for you to take the time. When you don't refuel you run on fumes. As one who drives you know for a fact its unrealistic and it does not get you where you need to be.

Jesus wants all of you. When you are with Him it's like being with a loved one or friend. You just can't wait to spend time with them. You know everything about them and they reveal all things to you, since you have that intimate relationship. Now if you don't know the Lord, He would like you to. Mostly everyone has some knowledge or has heard of Him but He wants something more. He also said there is only one way to Heaven. Many may come and say there are other ways but there's only one.

And as Moses lifted up the bronze snake on a pole in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him will have eternal life.

Or everyone who believes will have eternal life in him.

“For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him. John 3:14-17 NLT

He stands at the door of your heart, knocking. We were created for a relationship with a Father that truly loves us. For a person that has excepted the Lord into their life you have the assurance of eternal life by faith. If you have not asked Him into your life you will never be disappointed of the decision you make by doing so. If fact, it will be the best one you ever make.

In John 10 it tells the story of The Good Shepherd; if we are His sheep we should know He's voice. It also tells of a stranger who's voice the sheep did not recognize so the sheep would not follow him. Do you recognize The Shepherds voice? Shepherds would tend their flocks knowing everyone of them and everything about them as do the sheep in knowing the Shepherd.

My Dad has chickens and he's had them mostly all of his life and he spends so much time with them that he knows everyone, even what hen and rooster they came from. Two chickens could be standing together looking identical (like twins) and he would know the difference. They follow him around "they know him," they will not follow anyone else. That is how we should be with Jesus.

Now you might be thinking I do the best I can but I don't always have the time I'd like. And, that might be true, but there's always time - this is coming from someone who knows first hand. Even when I think I'm not strong enough He is my strength and in my weakest moments; I can cry out and He is always there - always available.

Did you know that when He was speaking with His disciples about things to come, He was talking to them about His leaving and where He was going they could not follow. In John 14, Jesus said that He would not leave them as orphans. Further on He said in verse 26 That the Father would send you a Helper, the Holy Spirit, in His name and that He - the Holy Spirit, would teach you all things, and bring to remembrance all that Jesus had said. Did you know that was not just for then? - But now! Jesus tell us that greater things than this (miracles - sign and wonders all that Jesus did) we would do and greater; John 5. Imagine that! He is the same yesterday, today and forever; all we need to do is ask.

Ask Him - into your life, ask Him for the Holy Spirit - Have that intimate relationship with Him who loves you. People comment many times; I don't know how you do it! It's all the Lord. But it's not enough just to ask Him - you also need to be apart of this relationship, just like with your loved one or friend. Remember the phrase that caught my interest and got me thinking?

"The Bible says faith comes by hearing --not from having heard."

You have to do something yourself. How do we/you hear? My husband does something wonderful in the evenings; I am most of the time (that's lately) exhausted when I finally get to bed, Jim reads the Bible out loud, I do fall asleep on him may times but what a blessing it is for me. That's just one way. Today the world is full of so many uncertainties but there's one thing that you can be certain of. That's Jesus~

It was love from the start -
I felt it from within my heart.
A love so deep -
I knew I was one of His sheep.
A gentle love that guides me.
Leading me faithfully -
Even when I'm asleep.

It was love from the start-
Even when I'm in the dark.
A light that guides my path-
speaking to me from within my heart.
It was Love from the start.
VLB January 1988

All In A Day - OR 2!

2009-08-11T08:11:00.013-06:00

Yesterday I finished up a Beach Bag I was making for a friend and I think it turn out awesome; maybe the best one yet. I've been hoping to get some quick projects done as I plan to pack up my sewing room. I think I'm going to miss this room. I finally got it worked out but never really got a chance to use it fully. Well, I guess that's the way it goes sometimes?

The bag does not take that long to do and I had the material already, only thing that I need was the webbing for the handles I used cotton. Finding 1-1/2 inch width was a job and I plan to (if I have the funds) buy it when I see it. Or on the web through my web portal -where virtually everything is at your finger tips. Okay I'm being facetious - but you really can find anything in there.
The pattern for the bag was found on the web at: http://www.mckennalinn.com/Tote.pdf It took me some time to locate it I printed the instructions out in 2001. I used a cotton Duck Canvas that will hold up. This fabric is used for a lot of outdoor type projects. I've been thinking for years of making a hammock and there's so many pretty colors and prints out there for use.

Another project I've been working of for a number of years now (silly me) is a bag or tote of my own made with my Gramma's remnants of once beautiful draperies. I do have full size pieces of this beautiful vintage material but I using pieces from it that had been already sewn together something she and her sister Margaret were making. You never throw things out you find new and creative ways to use it!
I've been working on an idea in my head for awhile now I've putting to use not only the remnants from Gram but my "favorite" jeans. Also I have some glass seed/beads I've been adding here and there to dress it up a bit. soon (I'm hoping) I have it done. If not here at my next stop.

The Moon

2009-08-03T21:03:00.004-06:00

I really don't have the lens to take perfect shots of the moon, but these didn't turn out so bad. It's a beautiful night here and it feel so nice out; through the photos do not do the moon justice. I'm reminded of evenings when I was younger visiting with our Aunt Margaret and Uncle Vance. We'd set out at their place and the sound of the night critters like crickets I so love to hear. The moon is so wonderful to see in all its fullness.
The moon just isn't something of beauty - and it not is the sky by chance. God created everything for a reason even the moon. Below is just one site of interesting things. http://home.hiwaay.net/~krcool/Astro/moon/moontides/

The moon is up there shining bright;
For all the world to see.
Looking down on you and me;
For all eternity.
A wonder.
VLB 08-04-09

And God made the two great lights, the greater light to govern the day, and the lesser light to govern the night; He made the stars also. Genesis 1:16

Thank you Eileen for reminding me and sending along the verse. I love the Lord and I've always been in awe of His creation, but the more time I spend with Him I'm always amazed at His love.

Blue Berries and Prayer ~

2009-08-02T13:03:00.006-06:00

Yesterday morning I went for blueberries - I figured it was the last time here I'd be doing so - so why not! The berries were so wonderful last year I was hopeful to get enough to dry for the road or for making delicious scones. When I got to the farm the lady attending said it's slim pickings. Well I grabbed a couple of buckets just the same and off I went.

Walking through the rows it didn't take long to realize just how slim it was. The last years "sea of blue" was a few dots amongst green bushes. Others were there picking but not showing much for their efforts. They had children with them and it seemed more like they were on a days outing scavenger hunting with the sounds of nursery rhythms for entertainment.

But as I walked the rows I was reminded of a story in Luke chapter five; Jesus was standing by a lake and being pressed by the multitude around Him who were listening to the word of God. Seeing two boats empty as the men were washing there nets - Jesus stepped into one boat belonging to Simon and He asked him to go out a ways. Jesus sat down and began teaching from the boat. As He finished and saying to Simon put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch. I can imagine Simon with his response since he and the other men worked all night and caught nothing. But Simon at the Lord's request went out and let down the nets. There was so much fish their nets begun to break.

So here I am walking through the rows thinking about all the fish, and I was thinking that nothing is impossible for God.

Matthew 19:26 "With men this is impossible but for God all things are possible."

There's a number of things you can learn from this one story but that's what I was thinking. The Lord has been so wonderful in how He's been answering our prayers. During the past several months, and not only, there has been many requests going to Him. We have been learning to be more specific in our requests. It is true that sometimes we don't know just what to pray for and we'll have others intercede on our behalf. Also for those baptized in the Holy Spirit; He will by praying in the spirit.

In the month of June alone He has answered specific prayers and all for His glory. Three prayers were for my Mom. She had ask specifically about her job and He answered that request as well as two others (we asked that her financial needs would be met, and physical healing for her eye). Also my sister had been diagnosed with Thyroid cancer and we specifically prayed that when the biopsy was done they wouldn't find what they said she had and that all the results would come back not only negative but that this answer to prayer would be for His glory. He heard and answered! PTL! There's so many other request that He has answered and fulfilled and in the past month. What a blessing.

Now getting back to the blueberries! Again I didn't have a lot of time to spend on picking, yet alone hunting for good berries. I knew the Lord would answer my request - after all "think about all those fish!" So I asked Him; Lord all I need is a bucket full. He answered, not only with a full bucket but with the plump juicy ones. He guided me in the right direction and to a few bushes, when I pick from one I'd start picking from another and turning back to the one I'd already picked from - had more on! He could have given me more but that was my request - that was what I needed. His answers are always the best and He does supply all our needs; and not always in the way we expect. What is your prayer request?

Mark 11:24 "Therefore I say to you, all things for which you pray and ask, believe that you have received them, and they shall be granted you."

James 1:6 But let him ask in faith without any doubting, for the one who doubts is like the surf of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.

Sewing & Packing / Packing & Sewing. . . .

2009-07-31T19:30:00.002-06:00

I don't know about you out there, those with that creative side - but what is it about that part of your brain that seems to kick in when you're sooooo busy with other things - like packing. And, even if you don't think you're creative; there are things that you dream of and do that is of interest to you. Whether it be gardening or rearranging it's something that requires time and thought. Maybe its that you're wanting to do something else other than what you should be doing. Such has been my life recently.
I went into my room that I have fixed up for sewing (or hiding) to go through all the fabrics and notions that needed to be packed, sold or tossed. (I really don't toss and it's apparent I'm an avid collector of stuff). Of no surprise to many, LOL.
I have two beautiful machines to sew on. The first was purchased in New Mexico over nine years ago and I do sew on it and used to a lot; but it's more like in waves. For instance, you can get really into it the swing of things then sometimes your not motivated at all - then back again. I guess it's like being up and down with mood swings. I tell friends that I need to be motivated. Now most recently, well four years ago - goodness has it been that long? Jim bought me my first serger for Christmas. It's an Elna and for sewers - its something you dream of and wish for if you don't have one. Well I got one and never used a serger in my life. So it sat there and I looked at it for awhile - then called around for lessons. I took two. It was all basic things and most important to me was threading it. Threading a serger can be - well very intimidating. Well I got the lessons and still didn't use it - something always come up and after time went by, if the truth be told I didn't have confidence needed to use it. So I tried using it on a simple project - and failed. There it sat! :(
So with the move and all I had been considering selling it. I didn't really want to but I kept trying to rationalize the whole thing. I don't use it, I'm not sure where I'll put it and so on. Hey it's that back and forth thing! Jim finally told me NO you're not selling it. I guess I needed to hear that. Well being that this is turning into a long story I'll share the rest. . . It was about three weeks ago I wanted to sew a little dress for my friend's grand daughter. I had a pattern and obviously the machines but the dress had some serging as an option on the pattern. I thought about it long and hard. I'm sure somewhere I had to be oozing out I need help from you Lord. I believed he heard me since when I went to the mail box in there was a book on all the things you could do with a serger - which I hadn't order (besides I have many - so back it goes). I grabbed the manual and read up on a few of the things that I had the most trouble with. (Besides threading it / corners - curves & more). I cut the pattern out, turned on the Elna and it all came together. I wished I had a picture of it to share.
I haven't mastered everything but I've been in a serging craze. Practicing with the same stitch hoping to try something new soon. I have so many ideas and I'm planning to sketching them out to remember them. . . I do have to pack you know. Below are a couple things I've made. For the pillow I used both machines and I'm so pleased with how it turned out. The bag is reversible.

Things I've learned in all of this:

Trust the Lord for the help needed, I thought this shouldn't be hard - I sew. I was relying on my self - I wasn't confident to get it and I didn't. Then I was choosing the easier way out of it. I was disappointed in myself. I should have trusted the Lord all along He knew I was able to do it. Somethings we don't get in this life - we have help. Sometimes we don't have help because we don't ask. Sometimes we need to be specific about our request and not let fear inter the picture.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all you ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

Delight yourself in the lord; and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, Trust also in Him, and He will do it. Psalm 37:4-5

He is ALWAYS faithful ~

Busy Day . . .

2009-07-28T05:32:00.006-06:00

Years ago there was a song out called Busy Day, by Chuck Gerard. The song is ringing in my head this morning; it was such a catchy tune. My life feels like its been turned upside down with all the business of our time here. I can hardly wait to move though, I been finding myself overwhelmed at times and more often. A dear friend gave me a wonderful complement in her email to me; "You are so incredibly calm in all of this. You are a real inspiration!" She gives way to much credit, I pray a lot and have my moments of tears. I am trusting the Lord for the bigger picture in all of this.
Lately and mostly - I've had to go around with blinders on as to not see all the things I've had to leave undone. With my husband not being well - I feel I'm only one person. So I've been relying heavily on my inner strength from God. A few days ago I was listening to an old clip of Kenneth Hagin and he was talking about standing strong.

Be strong in the Lord. and the strength of His might, Ephesians 6:10

That's the key; I not very strong on my own, I don't believe most people are. When it's just us we struggle and we can make the job is harder than it needs to be. Even more stressful - we need someone to help us someone to rely own. Be strong she was told - I'm trying relying to much on self- (we/I don't have the strength but that's not what the verse was referring to) Hagin reiterated "in His strength!" That's what I've had to do. During that -

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Busy, busy, busy, busy day

I have had to refuel my empty tank getting into the Word to refresh my mind and spirit; placing ALL my concerns in His care. When I'm not reading - listen to Him in word or song and sing yourself. And lastly, pray -
But you, dear friends, build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit. Jude 1:20 And likewise -
So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind. 1Corinthians 14:15

As I look at a few of the flowers growing in a bed of weeds; a once beautiful garden bed. I'm reminded that I'll enjoy my time with the Lord and the flowers I do see - being grateful for the time I do have. The Lord has ALWAYS been faithful to me and has given me many gardens to enjoy.

I Need Your Opinion Today!

2009-07-20T12:45:00.003-06:00

We - I know have been moving and for what seems like an eternity but still need to unload some things. My husband built this and we haven't settled on a price yet. What do you think it's worth?

It is solid cherry console w/ some cherry laminate, it's finished all the way and beautifully handcrafted.

No PRIZE involved just a hardy THANK YOU! Vik

My Day So Far . . .

2009-07-17T13:39:00.010-06:00

Today I had a some what busy morning and thinking about it when don't I have something going on these resent days. This morning I worked some dough for bread and went to Voytko Farms to pick blue berries. This year my picking companions were my friend Joan and little sweet granddaughter Rita. I was so happy Joan asked me to pick berries with her. we went for blue berries and was blessed with black raspberries. Little Rita was a trooper and not only did she pick and get pricked; she helped spot the good ones for us. This will be a wonderful memory for me. Thank you Joanie.

After awhile Rita wanted to head back so Joan took her home, as she was tired. Then Joan came back to the farm and we headed for the blue berries. This year the blue berries were not as thick as last years but, not all were ripe just yet. I think or I hope I can get back over if a few days or so.

We have down sized quite a bit but we still have a lot to do. Our hope is to be out on Ohio at this point by the end of the month or sooner. We have to leave it in the Lords hands. He is the only one that is keeping me sane.

Today's weather is also interesting - after I got home and got my bread in the oven; clouds of what looked like doom came up. Then all of a sudden at the sky opened up and it came down hard and fast. Within about 5 minutes or more it moved on. Hey that's Ohio!

Last years post Blueberry Heaven and be found here: http://refractedlite.blogspot.com/2008/07/blueberry-heaven.html
and, Voytko Farms is found here: http://www.voytkofarms.com/ I hope if you're in the area you make plans to stop in.

My Last Harvest Here ~

2009-07-15T17:55:00.008-06:00

I thought I'd take this opportunity and share a few pictures of my Lavender this year. Strange I really would not have imagined we'd still be in Ohio, though I'm happy I was able to harvest what I could get from the couple plants had. I also took cuttings off my Greek oregano. Out of the Lavender I was able to make a few cute bundles and the rest of the buds will be used for a hefty stress pouch. Yippee!

My herb bed above sure needs some help I was not able to give. The front pictures are of three different types of mint. But the Lavender seem to do better this year than last; through in some wild growing daises and you have a very pretty picture.

Here's my cuttings. Since this was my last harvest I just cut the plants off low. You usually get one good harvest possibly two. I hoping who takes over will have a healthy harvest next year.

I can't leave out the Greek oregano. It really was left a little long but new shoots are in there and I plan on getting them!

Miki is off digging and hunting so I have Sophie as my companion. She was enjoying the sunny morning. All the pictures were taken with my phone. My Gram never would have believed it.

A Hiding Place ~

2009-07-12T10:00:00.002-06:00

For weeks a bird had been luring me to my window every morning by a beautiful song. I would jump from the bed and quickly get to the window, only to be disappointed not seeing the bird singing.
Here and there throughout my day I would look into the trees to see if I could see this bird. Nope - it was so secretive in it's movements; I was just stumped and baffled each time I went outside looking! Each time going out I would be ever so careful in my movements looking around in our trees but nothing. I could only hear it's beautiful songs - I sure loved hearing them too. But, every morning the same thing accrued - and with me always saying; "What is that bird!"

I would think maybe a mocking bird with all it's different sounds but then I'd think no - it's not it.
Then one day when I was outside I saw some moment in one our Birch trees. It was dark in color but I was only able to get a glimpse of it's size and outline of its form. "What is that bird!"
Again each day I'd go out - I'm sure the bird saw me and would just keep singing away. Then just out of my mouth I said, "I bet you're a catbird!" How odd is that to say catbird, I've seen and read about so many birds but a catbird - I really can't recall reading or even seeing one.
This became a quest!

So I checked Google for "Catbird," and eureka! Gray Catbird appeared!

It wasn't to long after this that I was able to see for myself the Catbird, and such a pretty bird and not just one but also his mate. My pictures really don't do them justice.
Needless to say I was excited but I will - I was excited for sure!
I would watch them often and would see characteristics as listed on the site. I also had the opportunity to watch as they built their nest together and in what I thought was an awesome location. All I needed to do was look out the window there I could see their daily happenings- with the anticipation of and possibility of their young hatching. How awesome would that be.

The location of their nest was along a wall of the garage and where the house meet; picture if you will an L shape and there nestled in ferns and hostas - on a small tree a nest was fashioned.
Their nest was barely noticeable from the front walk or even the step into the house. You had to know what you were looking for and for most, the nest had to be pointed out.

I did my best being very careful as not to disturb them even when weeding around the general area. Oh the weeds! I really can't take it anymore with the weeds. Our yard was so beautiful, but it is what it is! My cousin suggested that I put a signs up here and there letting others know that's why I've let the weeds take over. "BIRDS ARE NESTING;" Humm - I wonder? The coolest thing about watching the Catbirds were how they seemed to get used to me, however, they still remained somewhat secretive.

One night I was letting the dogs out for the last time before bed and could smell a skunk in the vicinity. Yuck! and then it immediately got me thinking the Catbirds! I looked out front and didn't see any movement and the smell was still somewhat faint. I kept hoping the Catbirds would be safe. Skunks are a part of the weasel family and might be good for some things like keeping the rodent population down but, if they have the opportunity they'll eat birds also; as well as their eggs or young. So I check and made a bit of noise hoping to send the skunk into another direction and went to bed.

Morning came around and looking outside I was heart broken - the nest was torn apart and with no sign of the Catbirds! I'm and avid birdwatcher, I've even been known to joke sometimes about things - for example, I love using Clint Eastwood's line but change a word at the end - "I know things about birds." But truthfully - I love learning about things that interest me. However, after watching birds and collecting old nests I've often wondered why some birds build nests so poorly or in a spot that is not really that safe. And; as I ponder these thoughts - the Lord always shows me that we can learn a lot from watching birds.

One scripture has come to mind: Psalm 127:1 Unless the Lord builds the house, they labor in vain who build it;

So many times we trust in our own devices to make our house a home failing to see that the Lord is not in it. We get wrapped up in the world and further away from the One who's shelter keeps us safe. As with some birds the nest is to flimsy. It's fashioned with weak small twigs and grasses barely woven together - from a distance it looks great but up close you will see it barely sets on a limb and surely is not safe from storm or enemy. Even up close and sitting in the nest the bird will often feel safe oblivious to the dangers around, believing no harm will come - maybe even hoping. But, a bird doesn't think so he continues to build as he doesn't not knowing any different.

Is your house a home the Lord has built? Even if you haven't a house where do you place your trust? Corrie Ten Boon didn't have a house that she lived in that was hers, even in prison she looked to the Lord - He was her hiding place a shelter from the storms and evils that came her way.
Psalm 32:7 Thou art my hiding place; Thou dost preserve me from trouble; Thou dost surround me with songs of deliverance. Psalm 119:114 Thou art my hiding place and my shield;

Recently, I was part of a discussion on Facebook about some of the quizzes that people take and the negative effects it may have on some people. I was the one who started it by a statement (my opinion) I posted on my status. Even though the opinions of a few taking part in the discussion held firm to their belief "the quizzes are just for fun" and made up of others on Facebook; I believe I failed to get a point across. That it might not be harmful to some - but where it can be harmful - is when it reinforces how poorly those taking the quizzes see themselves. To my surprise (but not really) those who couldn't seem to grasp what I was saying were those I believed had a understanding of "unless the Lord build your house - they labor in vain who build it." This was the general consensus of some; though having the discussion with others not on Facebook and those I would consider having a belief in God but not a walk, understood the point I was making. It wasn't very pretty and that's alright. One comment was even made and I had to believe it was directed towards me was, they didn't care for "those who hide behind the Lord and the Bible to make their points or to convict others of wrong doing." I was not doing either just had an opinion of the possible harms.

To you out there reading don't take offense at what I'm writing I'm only trying to make a point on today's post of the importance of hiding in the Lord.

Like the Gray Catbirds I was watching they needed a safer shelter; a hiding place from the enemy and storms around them. When you allow the Lord (not fighting Him every step) to build your house it is a home. He does become that shelter and hiding place that you so seek from things in this world that can and will harm you.

Psalm 31:20 Thou dost hide them in the secret place of Thy presence from the conspiracies of man; Thou dost keep them secretly in a shelter from the strife of tongues.

When you are in His hiding place you are with Him, David said "hide me in the shadow of Your wings." You are close. When you are close you learn because that's who you are spending your most intimate time with.

Psalm 32:8 I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you should go; I will counsel you with My eye upon you.

How wonderful are Your ways oh Lord! Isn't this where you want to be? I've had trails of my own and He is the only one who's been there to get me through. I've had to hid in the shelter He has for me. I don't like the trails but grateful non- the same.

Are you in His hiding place;
that shelter He has for you?
Those of you who know Him;
You know what to do.
And,If you don't know Him;
He's there for you too.
All you do is ask Him -
He'll show Himself to you.
VLB 07/12/09

Let me know what you think about this or other posts, I'd love to hear from you.

The site below is a good one to check out this bird as well as other you may be interested in.
http://www.allaboutbirds.org/guide/gray_catbird/lifehistory

Things you might not know about skunks:
http://www.projectwildlife.org/living-skunks.htm

The Rest Of June Happenings. . .

2009-06-15T19:18:00.021-06:00

I haven't been actively writing as much as I would like and I miss blogging. So I've been trying to keep my thoughts collected and not forget anything I might like to share. I do have notes here and there but in light of my mind being so preoccupied I sometimes forget where I've placed them. Ha ha. If that isn't bad enough I've written many recipes and left them without names! I really am busy or maybe I just think I am - Lord only knows.

We had a wonderful time in CT for the wedding - we were very busy, but just to be away from here and somewhere else was such a blessing for us. We didn't want to return to the same. Have you ever felt like this?

I don't have more to say on the wedding or pictures to show - except to say it truly was beautiful. Dannielle you looked beautiful and Mat you looked handsome and happy just like the boy we once new. You guys did a great job, even though I know it was a stressful at times everything you planned came together.

We are happy for you and may God bless you all your days ahead. We're also happy that you had a wonderful Honeymoon and it was a blessing you could enjoy a couple weeks before having to get back to work.

Dannielle made little soaps for everyone at the reception, she went with a beach theme and the tables looked very pretty. I wished I had a picture! She also made candles using coconuts and had a bottle on the tables with a beautiful message; reminiscent of the message in a bottle that someone had cast into the sea. Each bottle had love poem in it. (If I'm correct.) I also made something for the bridemaids and one for Dannielle's mom, a little cloth pocket for a lipstick - or whatever you might like to use it for - that would fit something of that size; maybe a thin cell phone.

I idea of the pocket came from my best girl Monica. Before school was out she had a sewing class and they hand stitches them. So one day we got together and made some. But for the ones I made I lined and machine sewn except of the small opening when turning them right side out.

It all started with the little pink one on the right that Monica made.

I made the blue pocket (pouches) that day and for the wedding I used material from a dress I made years ago from Batik fabric with a bright topical print and on for the lining used a leftover cotton I had for a baby quilt; I used my photo printer to put their names and wedding date as you see above.

To do that all I did was cut the fabric to the size that would go through my printer and ironed to the back of the fabric freezer paper to make the fabric stiff enough to work. In word publisher I pick the font I liked and whala!

Lastly, but certainly something that couldn't be left out - is a fun filled party after we got back from CT.

I saw this awesome idea on another blog. It was having a movie night outdoors it is reminiscent of a drive in. There still are a few around but that's another story. Anyway - I mentioned it to my friend and neighbor Joan and thought it would be fun for Monica and her friends. We had the projector all we needed was a sheet and a DVD player and sound; Check - it all came together for her. It was a Done With School Party / Sleep Over. It started at 6pm with pizza and smores. Monica and her Aunt Rita also made cookies and a Oreo cake. Then when it was dark the movie picked was Mama Mia and was played in the garage so they could see and dance along. There was also a tent that was put up but collapsed before they could sleep there. My son Aaron put the tent up and we fear foul play! LOL! Then for breakfast I went over and did pancakes on the grill. I believe they all had a great time.
I was so happy that Monica had a fun time at her party. She and no kidding here, loves my pancakes and often puts in a request. You'll find the recipe here: Pancakes On The Grill!

A Bit Of Mystic~

2009-06-12T10:00:00.002-06:00

I thought I'd share just a few pictures I was able to get of Mystic, CT. this past Monday. Of course the highlight of the trip was Mathew and Dannielle getting married - a very beautiful ceremony I'll share about a little later. Picture was taken with my phone I was without my camera at the wedding but, it was being used. I don't know if I'd do that again.

The trip started out with trying to leave Ohio Wednesday of last week - it seemed to be taking forever to leave the area - and boy we really had a time of it too! We had so much to do and load to take to the kids. We found out earlier that the rehearsal and dinner was going to take place Friday so I had to prepare the Chicken Tikka Masala and freeze it to take. I'm so thankful and happy I did too; for there was no way I could have pulled that off with making it there. I also made a wonderful Cocoa Apple Cake (new recipe) that traveled very well. If fact it road on top of the truck a short distance without us even knowing it wasn't latched down. . . The truck needed to have some work down and as with everything sometimes some things always seems to go wrong or take longer (though nothing real major) We borrowed a trailer from a friend also to haul the goods. LOL We also ended up having to take our dogs (but they're the best travelers and love to go) so I needed to make sure all there stuff was ready like food, I make it myself. We also were going to have another traveler coming along.

Tuesday Dannielle's friend Anna got a ride to the house, she was one of the beautiful bridesmaids in the wedding and a very lovely young lady we enjoyed her company and out look on things. Well, Wednesday came and gone - moving into Thursday. We finally started loading and there was threat of rain but Jim got everything wrapped up tight so when we did get some rain everything was fine. Now all loaded and finally off (leaving the house around 8 PM) we needed to make one stop before leaving the area but while we were in the parking lot at Giant Eagle, Aaron noticed the trailer lights were no longer working properly. Jim brought the right tools for everything so he was able to do some electrical work on it and finally we were officially on the road by 9PM. You could say stopping was a blessing ~ that's when we found the cake!

Aaron was a trooper driving straight through I stayed awake myself snoozing here and there once Jim was awake I think I might have had 30 minutes to and hour before pulling into Mat's.
So we unloaded everything and got it into the house. Aaron was able to get about 3 hours sleep at this point the rest of us worked around there while Mat ran errands. Not forgetting the rehearsal and dinner I started the rice and made a cucumber dish to go with the Masala for 6PM. All went well but I was happy to get back to sleep. Saturday was more to do and Sunday was the BIG Day.
There's so many more stories I could tell maybe later. I did tell Anna a few times that we do seem to always provide and adventure or some form of entrainment wherever we may go. HA Over all we all weather the trip well I wished we could have stayed longer. Monday was a more restful paced day being able to spend much of the day with the newlyweds and wonderful day for taking pictures. I hope you enjoy them.

May Winding Down ~

2009-05-31T08:00:00.004-06:00

May is coming to a close and it whooshed by so fast! I'm glad its winding down but there's still so much left to do. So much in fact I'm not sure why I'm even taking the time to post. . . well, I just didn't want May to end without mentioning a few added things - "blessings," that were left out of the previous post.
Last post had it right with mixed emotions; when you're in the process of a making a big move out of a house you've called home for a while, you just can't help thinking of others that have been in your life while in that home.
For the little girl I've been watching grow up right before my eyes, it's wonderful to see what a fine young lady she is becoming. I've had the pleasure seeing Monica sing one last time this year in the school chorus. They were magnificent and so was the band. All the students put in some quality time to really put on a show. Camera's were flashing and people were clapping. We're all very proud of her - especially her family.

The other blessing was going to a wonderful Tea Shop called the Tree House in Avon, OH; and with non- other than Monica, her Noni and Aunt Rita. There aren't to many people who can say - you actually have friends that are also your neighbors. .
We had such a fun time, the food was awesome and the company was wonderful. I really needed to get out! Thank you dear friends. I don't know what I'll do with out them after we move. The one person that was missing from the group was Becky my old school chum. Next time, okay? There's actually one in Tea shop in Cheswick I'd like to try - I'm sure they must have coffee.

On the creative side of things check out the bag I made. I've been saving coffee bags for a long time and have been wanting to do something with them. I decided bags. What's cool about it I actually used it to bring in the house hot potatoes from the grill while carrying a tray with my Cinnamon Chicken - Grill Roasted on it - everything one trip. I'll be making more of these babies!

Memorials Day ~

2009-05-25T07:54:00.004-06:00

I pray you have a good and a safe day. And, in all the festivities and traditions of the day; I pray you take time and remember the reason this is day is to be celebrated.

For more information and also one to share the history of this day with you children click the link below.

http://www.usmemorialday.org/backgrnd.html

Remembering and honoring -
those on this special day.
The love in their hearts and;
the selfless sacrifices they've made.
To all of those from,
far and near.
To all of those not known -
and those we've held so dear.
Remembering-
This Memorials Day.
VLB 5/25/09

Mixed Emotion May. . .

2009-05-20T06:30:00.003-06:00

So far May has been filled with mixed emotions and some events - also upcoming events for the next month. For the most part my thoughts are happy ones that's been intertwined with some sad.
For instance earlier this month while we were at church I was reminded of when I was younger and going to church with my grandparents; we sang that old hymn - "What A Friend We Have In Jesus" - we mostly sing current / contemporary songs but I do enjoy singing old hymns once in awhile. I realize some might not care to sing the old songs but I do sometimes, they make me teary eyed - happy/sad.

What a friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear.
What a privilege to carry, ev'rything to God in Prayer.
O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry, ev'rything to God in Prayer.

And, it's not just this hymn ~ it's any that rockets me back to the Church of Christ. I have so many fond memories of when my brother and I attended; with no surprise to me that I feel as I do when I hear the old hymns. All the songs were sung a cappella (without instruments) it was beautiful, and our grandpa sure loved to sing ~ he seemed to sing everywhere!

Then while at church I started thinking of a little black pocket Bible. I haven't thought of it in quite some time maybe it was that my birthday was coming up - and you might ask what did that have to do with this. I'll explain why. This little pocket Bible I believed belonged to my grandpa Baker. I don't know how I came to acquired it, I had it for many years and I'm sad to say I know longer have it in my possession. I sure remember it though; it was a New Testament Bible, black and I think possibly leather bond with a small emblem of silver or gold on the bottom right corner. The most important part to me and where my birthday comes (I should add my brother also since we were born on the same day 4 years apart) into play is at the back of the Bible was a page with a prayer of commitment.

You could fill in the blanks as you prayed. Giving his life to the Lord on May 10, 1958 and signed at the bottom of the page was Lawrence David Baker, my grandpa - and on my first birthday. Not knowing it then but what an awesome gift to me (us) and to be able to see him again one day is an added bonus.

It's something how one memory can lead to so many more, whether it may be happy or sad. Like in the song we might be holding on to sad things in our lives. For interest:

The old hymn was written in 1855 by Joseph Scriven (b.1820 - d. 1886) and was originally published anonymously; Scriven did not receive full credit for writing it for nearly 30 years later. It was said that Scriven wrote it as a poem to provide comfort to his mother in her time of special sorrow and hardship; not intending anyone else should see it. The world has surly been blessed with its comforting words, I know I've been blessed by it. I also read that the author was too, as he had times of sorrow and grief in his life as well.

Our family has faced may sad events in our time and of most recent was having to say good-bye (for now) to a deeply loved family member.

My husband's (Jim) step-father (his name is also Jim) died earlier this month; he had been fighting cancer for quite awhile. He was the one who raised Jim, his role model for life, and the one whom he had always referred to as his Dad. We'll miss him dearly, we didn't want him to go, but knowing how much he loved the Lord, we know he's in a much better place than here.

Last week I saw a book in a Christian book store about death and how it's not the end of one's life, as so many want to believe. I know a number of people that believe this way -- that when they die they are "just no more," that they cease to exist. Jim said that "it's what they're hoping for, because they don't want to face the reality of heaven or hell."

Wouldn't it be wonderful to have the assurance that when your time comes you know you will be in a much better - a most wonderful - place called heaven? To be able to be reunited with those you miss and love again. You might be thinking that it's not so -- but how do you know? What if there truly is such a place, you surely wouldn't want to miss it. Would you?

I don't have a little New Testament to give you with a fill in the blank page. You really don't need it anyway.

Jesus say's "Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come into him and will dine with him, and he with Me." Revelation 3:20

This verse remind me of another memory. When Mathew was close to 4 years old. We were sitting in our living room in Seaside, OR, I was watching some minister on TV and he was quoting the verse above but never saying what it was about. Mathew said to me, "Mommy, Jesus is knocking at my door." I replied, "He is." Then asked Mat where his door was and Mat replied, "In My Heart!"

Jesus doesn't ask, nor expect, you to put on any special clothes, or to bring out the best china and silver for dinner. He doesn't even ask what's for dinner, he just wants to sit down and break bread with you, just as you are. Why? Because He loves you just as you are, He wants to be your friend; why not open the door and dine with Him?

O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry, ev'rything to God in Prayer.

Sometimes I do hold on to things that I shouldn't as I'm sure you do, and it eats at you. Then I'm reminded I do have someone to take things to. He is Faithful. He has blessed me this month so far more than you know and in the most wonderful ways. We aren't even through this month.

Next month we'll be celebrating Mathew getting marred. Our family won't be making it there - just us and his brothers. But, I'll be breaking out the tissue and recording another memory for my thoughts to hold dear and to share.

My birthday was on Mother's Day this year - I have three blessing I always hold dear.

A Couple of Creative Projects

2009-05-16T06:38:00.004-06:00

Here's a couple things I worked on this month if you are thinking creatively or about recycling. I made this peg bag from leftover fabric from other projects. The hanger was made from scrape wood from Jim's shop in the basement and the hook is from a wooden hanger. Though I didn't particularly care for the finished product the peg bag (clothespin) wasn't to bad. The trouble I was having was figuring out how I wanted to do the lining. Actually the project it and of it's self doesn't' take long, thinking about how you want to make it does. LOL

This next bag was a no sew project. The bag is made of a heavy canvas that my husband acquired from a previous job. It had the company's name and etc. on it that was no longer of use. I didn't want to toss it so this is what I came up with.

I used fabric I had and heat bond, cut out shapes and ironed the patches on; I place a strip on the back side as in the front you see. Cool. I may still do more to it but I can at least use it now.

It's Coming!

2009-05-02T16:28:00.005-06:00

It's coming, yes Mother's Day is on its way. I've been working on on some things and this is what I made my Mom; don't get to excited she knows she's getting this. She has already seen a part. It's for mail - or whatever you'd like to use it for. I made this with all recycled pieces of fabric I've used, was given or worn. Yep, worn. The worn part only was the pockets for favorite jeans.

The butterflies I cut from material and hand appliqued them to each pocket. No sticky stuff was use for this. I also embroidered antenna on and legs. The wood was leftovers from one of Jim's projects. I didn't care to use dowels. I had other I ideas about hang it but decide to sew a strip of fabric from the denim I used for the back and holes will be drilled into the upper strip of wood for hanging.

Unless I get more fabric with butterflies this will be one of a kind.

If I don't get to post for Mum's Day ~ I pray you have, that is if your a Mother, a wonder blessed day in Him.

PS ~ I also have added to my site's, a new one you can find it by scrolling down a short ways.

Shalom

2009-05-01T09:48:00.004-06:00

I don't want to sound like a broken record. . . sometimes that's hard not to do. This spring the blossoms and blooms came out later this year than last. Last year the weeping cherry was thick with beautiful blossoms at this time - this year hardly and; there seems to be a mix of blossoms and leaves. I didn't get to my flower bed either and boy it needs it. I've mentioned too many people that the outside of the house is starting to look like the Munster's! LOL For me I need blinders and learn to recognize my limitations. Not that I'm professing to be old - I'm just starting to feel a bit warn.

Have you been feeling this way?

I bought a book a number of years back and I think I'll get it out of the packed box and read it. You may have hear of it or may even have read it; "Women Who Do Too Much" by Patricia Sprinkle. I bought it for my sister but for some reason never gave it to her. Maybe the Lord had intended for me to read first. Chapter one captured my attention; "Women in frantic search of Shalom." Shalom: A Hebrew word used to mean both "hello" and "goodbye;" literally, it means "peace." I think somewhere I have lost my peace. Yesterday, I mentioned to my husband that its definite - I'm a Martha! I need to be a Mary! I need to get my lavender stress pouches going! [they really do work] I need to do what I preach! - What I need is to excerise patience and trust the Lord more.

"Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful." John 14:27

Excerise is an action (doing) word as well as the word trust. Action words or verbs means doing or putting into motion - something is required, as in all relationships. Excerising my patience and trustiong the Lord; means I have to do something - like really giving everything up to Him, diving into His word - not looking at the circumstances surrounding us day to day. Believing His promises - praying through . . . You could literally go on and on . . .

A verb denotes an action, occurrence, or state of existence as one of the diffintions listed on http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/verb

"Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful." John 14:27

What action then should I take / should we take?

Mary sat at Jesus feet,
[PEACEFUL]
Martha stressed -
fixing food to eat.
Mary's choice was better -
you'll see.
For life is more than;
mere food -
and doings!
VLB 5/1/09

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. Phillippians 4:6

A Small Storm FromThe Distance -

2009-04-24T07:23:00.002-06:00

I love to see distance clouds these pics. were taken at around 6:20 this morning.
Nothing really lasted and it was in the distance. I think it will be a nice day.
I hope everyone has an awesome day and a great weekend too.

This Morning's Journaling.

2009-04-20T08:52:00.007-06:00

This morning I was sitting and writing in my personal journal. I thought I'd share what I wrote. Sometimes when I write it's reinforcing what I already know and somethings can be nonsensical to others. but that's okay. When I thought of latter rain and wrote it down I was quickly reminded of the book of Joel. There are events; prophesy in the Bible that have all ready come to pass and some yet to be fullfilled. But coming all the same. Don't be worrying or hung up with that you might not understand, just get in the word, cling to Him spend time with the Lord as with a best friend.

Monday April 20 ~

My head is full of thoughts it seems,
Many are which you'd say are dreams.
Sitting here I'm thinking; I'm thinking,
In this empty room of mine.
It isn't full of things I have -

It's full of things divine!

For the Lord is setting here with me;
Where else would I want to be?
With my head full of thoughts,
Thinking - thinking even dreams.
While setting in the empty room,
On a raspberry color settee.

~

It 's grey - even somewhat dark outside,
There's little droplets of rain falling,
falling from the sky.
The birds are tucked away in the trees
with little chirps and tweets of some,
And one that still sings,
Waiting for the sun to shine.
The droplets will soon be gone
All will be fresh and new-
Drenched in the warmth of sun.
VLB 04-20-09

We want the warmth of the sun and not the rain. But even as in nature - for things to grow, what we may not like are needed. During this time pray - pray for latter rains to come; spiritual growth. Strength for today and times ahead still coming. Trust in Him, do not fear what's coming. Be in His word, watch yourself - grow. You need rain, times you may not like. You'll have the warmth of the Son!

One Year This Spring!

2009-04-19T18:27:00.005-06:00

Forsythias is one of Springs wonderful HELLO's here in Northeast Ohio and it's one of many things I enjoy about Spring. It also was in Spring I started blogging; one year ago, yesterday, and it's been one of the best things I've done for myself. It's been a blessing to share a little of myself with others and I hope it's been a blessing for some of you. I've made some friends along the way and I certainly have had a lot to talk with others about. It's been fun. Thank you for all the wonderful comments that have been posted and spoken.

I still can't get over time and truly how fast it fly's. Is it me? Is it something that just happens when you get older? Or really - just a natural phenomenon? Maybe it all the above.

Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking. I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Savior through your apostles.

First of all, you must understand that in the last days scoffers will come, scoffing and following their own evil desires. They will say, "Where is this 'coming' he promised? Ever since our fathers died, everything goes on as it has since the beginning of creation." But they deliberately forget that long ago by God's word the heavens existed and the earth was formed out of water and by water. By these waters also the world of that time was deluged and destroyed. By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire, being kept for the day of judgment and destruction of ungodly men.

But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. 1 Peter 3:1-8 NIV

My Old / New Digs -

2009-04-17T15:56:00.000-06:00

I've been wanting to post for sometime now, I do collectively take pictures for future posts as well as, starting new drafts I go back to and work on here and there until I post; lately I have been to active to get things finished to post. I do want to share what I've been calling my old / new digs - for how long, I haven't the foggiest clue - but it's a room I'm hoping will inspire me to get creative again. If it doesn't I'm not sure what will.
Since we moved here about 8 years ago this room has been a few things. It started out first for sewing, then a quest room, then a make sift bedroom / storage room and now back to a sewing room women would love to have. I've always wanted my own room! The sad thing is in all the almost eight years I've not taken the time (that is - made the time or use my time wisely) to take advantage (use to the fullest) the talent or gifts that the Lord has given me. I don't know if anyone well admit to the same thing but I know you're out there with excuses just like me.
I've been working on many projects with the hopes to sell what I make or I should say create with the Lords direction and help in all that I do.
Pictured below is a crafting table my husband made for me with my inspiration. I have started using it recently and I love the space to work on as well as, being able to drop the sides down when not in use. (Though I haven't done that yet). We kept the sides open so I can have full use of the storage beneath and there also are casters to roll it out of the way. The side supports are yet to be constructed because we have several ideas - it's just picking the one to work best.

There are a couple scripture verses that came to mind while I was thinking of this post.
John 14 :2 In My Father's house are many dwelling places; if it were not so, I would have told you; for I go to prepare a place for you. (other translations my have rooms or mansions) and the next verse is Ephesians 5:16 - making the most of your time, because the days are evil.

We recently celebrated Easter and I do want to post on Easter even through the "holiday" already has pasted. Easter is something that should be on the minds of believers and celebrated daily. It's a wonderful thing to know He prepares a place for us. A place of our own to enjoy for eternity. We should want to share the good news with others. Future days are increasingly coming at us faster and evil seem to bound even more, let us make the most of our time here advancing in the knowledge of Jesus that went to prepare a place for us who believe. Remember He said "If I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself, that where I am, there you may be also." John 14:3

We Can't Always Be So Serious!

2009-03-26T16:38:00.002-06:00

I've been trying not to always make my entries so serious and you know I always say it's good to laugh. I just wished somebody would say something funny! Like just a moment ago I said to my husband, "I guess next time I want support I'll just go out and buy hose!" This week seems to be a continuation of last week share of problems. Yes, in my last post I "in all seriousness," do very much believe what I write. However, you can and do at times have a moment or two where you may experience relapse.

Last week - Tuesday was St. Patrick's Day and we decided since Aaron wasn't going to be around that we would just have our "traditional" meal Wednesday - of course being that this family is so Irish why we only have Irish inspired foods on St. Patty's Day I don't know, my husband says that its "bland and bland with a side of boring!" But, needless as it may, dinner was going to be Wednesday so Aaron would be around.

Wednesday morning I started with getting a few jobs around the house going. This was after my morning routine (I usually get up around 6 and sit with a cup of joe, read and plan the day). Then a knock came from the front door in which the girls (Miki and Sophie) took off running and barking. I carefully started opening the front door, it was some Realtor wanting to show the house. She immediately added "Oh didn't your Realtor get a hold of you? NO, I said. Then she mentioned oh, the man that she was wanting to show the house to was afraid of dogs! He actually was stand close enough that if need be he had a good shot to the car. As I told her, knowing full well she already guessed for the crazed look I had, this wasn't the best time. She said she'd be back another time. At that point I went further into my crazed frenzy! This house is always a mess! The Realtor - when she does call- always says "is it OK for someone to stop by in about 20 minutes?" I don't know about you but we always need more time than 20 minutes - its really a joke but not a ha ha kind of one. So in my fit (just in case someone would be back) I started to mop the floors up etc. so I could get started on my "Irish meal," a little time went by and Jim asked, "do you hear water running?" I quickly ran into the laundry room after him and our surprise the tub was overflowing with the mop in it. WHAT WAS I THINKING! I'll get the wet vac I added to the rest of the gibberish that was coming from my mouth. Off I went.

Down to the basement I flew and into the back where Jim's wood working equipment was, and I freaked! It was raining everywhere - and as I'm trying to get the top to stay on as it kept hitting my leg - I finally managed to get the vac up to the laundry room to help clean up that mess. Then a rushed back to the basement to suck -up the water from off the equipment. We had a time of it; I just kept saying I was sorry. . >>>>Now on the good note.

I was so happy that my dinner turned out "it was the best I think I made with a loaf a soda bread to boot." That was Wednesday and Aaron didn't make it home till Thursday - no comment- but there were plenty of leftovers. As for the Realtor, she never returned and we haven't heard from ours. Whatever!

This week - and time really goes by way to fast, I've been dealing with my taxes to my web based business. With all that's been going on around here as with most of my life, it seems to be the same or similar scenario as depict in above story. And, Boy do I have stories from everywhere I've lived or gone! Things of this nature not only happens to my Mom but my Dad also, I usually tell those I'm talking to I've been plagued with a double whammy! But, truly there is a lot I've (we've) being dealing with in our lives here so those time as above can make for a stressful time to say the lest. So much of how we feel, Davids description in Psalm 69 pretty much hits the nail on the head, many times it feels over whelming so unbearable. I'm truly blessed with God's graces; He is faithful to help us bear up and get through even when we my feel abandon. He promised though in His word that He would never leave or forsake us. He is faithful to His word.

But for the taxes, I'm current with my sales and usage tax except for last year. As I explained to the person "helping" - that considering I only sold a small amount (so small the last half of last year equaled a sale of 24. + dollars - tax would be around a dollar something), my taxes were the last thing on my mind. As I continued to explain that we're in the process of selling and had packed much of our things (not thinking we were still going to be here). Since we are the ones moving ourselves we have to be ready when we need to leave. But as in all States, they will send you an estimated amount based on someones (other than me) exploding business. LOL They will just have to stand in line like many others.. After all you can't get blood from a turnip even if you try! It also was very pathetic to have a sale that low I just haven't been working the business as I should have been.

I do however, very much stand behind the products the quality is outstanding; to keep loyal customers is a different story. I finally stopped mentioning to family that they can purchase what they already buy on line through my site and I sometimes joke if I can't sell to my family how can I believe others will buy. Doesn't the Bible talk about not being welcome with family. No; that's not right it's a "Prophet is not without honor expect in his hometown and in his own household." So true is this statement from Jesus. (I'm not making light of this it just makes me sad). Though back to the business the Lord sent me another customer and I happy. Is that weird?

Anyway this is just tip of the iceberg, so to speak, of what normally goes on. I have to find humor in life our I could go coo coo I don't think I have gone coo coo yet! Ha And with the Lords help I know I'll will prevail.

It's good for me to post things like this once in awhile. You didn't think stuff like this only happens to you now did you? LOL

Collecting My Thoughts ~

2009-03-25T12:43:00.008-06:00

I’ve been collecting my thoughts while being serenaded by a beautiful song. Every morning now since just before the beginning of Spring I’ve been graced by a year around friend; the song sparrow. Sometimes we do have our Cardinals that sing and with the springtime visits from our welcomed friend the Robin, it sounds like a beautiful symphony and makes waking up the perfect time to collect your thoughts.

I’ve had many thoughts this past week and I feel my mind sometimes has endless amounts as if to come in like a flood. I’m sure you also have many thoughts that you are collecting - taking captive. My hope is that your thoughts are good ones -- the kind of thoughts that would put a spring in your step with a cheerful merry heart.

There are many different references in the Bible about thoughts – thoughts that we wrestle with and are troubling, or giving care to our thoughts and thought to our steps, “our ways.” How about God’s thoughts towards us and how our thoughts compare to His.

How precious also are Thy thoughts to me, O God! How vast is the sum of them! Psalm 139:17
Just think of how precious the Lord is and how He loves us so much that He knows and cares about our thoughts.

O Lord, Thou hast searched me and known me. Thou dost know when I sit down and when I rise up; Thou dost understand my thought from afar. Psalm 139: 1-2

For who among men knows the thoughts of a man except the spirit of the man, which is in him? Even so the thoughts of God no one knows except the Spirit of God. 1 Corinthians 2:11

The wonderment of it all, oh how our spirit yearns and sometimes grieves with our thoughts.

Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might know the things freely given to us by God, which things we also speak, not in words taught by human wisdom, but in those taught by the Spirit, combining spiritual thoughts with spiritual words. 1Corinthians 2:12-13

We need to step up to the plate and exercise who we are not just in deed but in our thoughts.

We are destroying speculations and every lofty thing raised up against the knowledge of God, and we are taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ, 2 Corinthians 10:5

What are our thoughts? Another area of thought is for those we hold dear, this week many of us said goodbye to a sweet girl who had been ill for a long time. Nora just 16, was a young sister in the Lord, an example to everyone. Her thoughts were that of love and concern for others as Paul said in Philippians 1:21
For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.. Love ones will think it maybe just a short while, we miss and long for those we love, but in our thoughts they are ever present.

But we, brethren, having been bereft (deprived) of you for a short while – in person (body), not in spirit (thought) –were all the more eager with great desire to see your face. 1 Thessalonians 2:17

Are you wrestling with your thoughts, are some troubling to you “Turn your eyes, upon Jesus.”

Therefore, holy brethren, partakers of a heavenly calling, consider (fix your thoughts on) Jesus, the Apostle and High Priest on our confession. Hebrews 3:1

For and older post of interest you might like to read "Be Still" http://refractedlite.blogspot.com/2008/04/be-sill.html

Cornerstone's Women's Retreat

2009-03-14T19:00:00.006-06:00

Today was a blessing, speaking for myself but I believe, for many of the ladies who attend Cornerstone Bible Church. Every year the women have a retreat headed up by wonderful ladies from church. In years past the ladies would choose a location, like a lodge or hotel, and there would be a minimal charge to use the facilities. It would include over night and food accommodations – one year we had an opportunity to stay at Mario’s International Spa and Hotel. This year to keep the costs down, free to all who’d like to attend, was held at Agape Christian School. Friday even was at one of the ladies homes with option to stay the night. Saturday we resumed at the school with Continental breakfast and lunch. There was a sign-up sheet at church for the food and all were generous for there was enough to feed and army- or should I say Christian soldiers. Ha
We had teachings from three different ladies and the topic “Living by Faith, Not Fear” fear is something I’m sure everyone can identify with. There were also testimonials from some incredibly strong women of faith (I know they might not agree) but what an inspiration. A lot of us, if not all, go through things and much of it isn’t great - especially if you’re the one going through it. We learned about “healthy” forms of fear and of course the fear that can harm your walk, keeping you from moving forward and from being the person you were ultimately meant to be. And, most importantly what God has to say about it, who He is and where our help lies.
There’s so much out there that can cause a person to fear anywhere from the economic problems that face this nation, how about violence or fear for a lost loved one, even fear you may place there by wrong beliefs. Some of the questions asked really cause a lot of us to think. Like what are some fears you are personally facing? Or what fears are most common among women? When is fear needed? When fear rules, where are my thoughts? And - Do you know who you are in Christ?
It was much to cover over a short period of time and much to consider. It is always wonderful to fellowship with other believers. You are encouraged and recharged. Maybe God is saying something to you? Here are some of the scriptures we went over if you’d like to look them up.

Psalms 91, Exodus 25:17-22 (protection, covering), Ephesians 6:16 (shield), 1Peter 5:8, Rev.12:9, Romans 16:20, Matthew 7:13-14, John10:10,
Hebrews 11:1-6, 12:2 (fixing our eyes on Him), John 14:2-3, II Tim.1:7 (what God has not given us), John 14: 12-14, Phil 4:6 (the importance of prayer), John 14 (just read the whole chapter >>>AWESOME!
Psalms 86:11, Psalm 19:9 (when fear is needed), Col. 1:15-22, 23, Ephesians 1:2-6, John 15 (abiding in Christ), Matthew 6:31, Phil 4:6-9 (be anxious for nothing), Romans 12:22, James 2:14-26 (faith in action) Hebrews 11:6 (without faith it’s impossible to please God)
If you ever have the opportunity to go to a Women’s retreat I highly suggest you do so. It will truly be a blessing to you.

As far as anyone is concerned - I really don't think anyone missed going to a Lodge or Hotel this weekend.

This Evenings Sky

2009-03-11T19:39:00.000-06:00

Isn't it amazing how the sky can change in just a short period of time, let's say in five minutes. It sure is beautiful. I am a morning person for the most part but the evening sky has a lot to say, but all I can think of is beautiful and the pictures below don't even compare to this gift from above. A time to rest from the day as colors streak the sky and clouds move along; truly an awesome sight to behold.

I hope everyone takes some time to sit, rest, and check out your evening sky. Be thankful for your day - whatever it was like. Enjoy your evenings.

Slideshow!

2009-03-09T21:12:00.001-06:00

Not much other than the same is going on in my neck of the woods. I've been to busy with the whatevers and don't want to sound repetitive. Which leads me to trying something new on my post. "Slideshow fun." When I got back from my son and daughter n laws and mentioning I would try to get more pictures up; I just didn't seem to get around to it. I had so many that you could be scrolling for sometime a slideshow was just the ticket. I was very pleased when a fellow blogger had it on her site that made the task less daunting. I tell people I'm not blonde just intermittent! LOL I hope you enjoy what I have so far. If you click on the slide show it will take you to the main site enlarged.

A New Spot

2009-03-05T17:48:00.000-07:00

I'm writing from a new spot in the house today. We've decided our home computer, after years of awesome service, needed a tune-up (I was moving faster) and since the room I was using needed painting we thought we might as well use my husbands - placing it in the family room for now. Jim has built a number of computers and our home computer was one of his earlier ones. It was being used non-stop since and even more so recently. At the moment I kind of like being in the family room, I have more windows to look out, thus more light and maybe even more inspiration. I also see a few of my birds I've been missing terribly. If I'd only known we'd still be here I might have been able to continue feeding the birds but it was better that I weaned them away. It's still a happy/sad emotion for me when a few stop to visit.

We've had a couple people look at the house but no one is biting at the moment, as it is around many places. Still people are buying and building. It would be nice to think people were not buying due to the zero degree temps outside. It's even more surprising that we are still here! I have to believe there's a reason for everything and I've always believed that Gods plans are not always ours and timing is everything. Besides, His plans for us are always for the best even if we don't fully understand the whys - those answers are always soon to follow.

As many of us in the Northeastern part of Ohio long for that weather change; we know that Spring is just around the bend and we endure knowing it's there and coming. We don't always see it but we know and believe. In life you may be going through a long winter and you're in need of that change. Maybe you're just close to coming out of that winter but things are moving slow. The world is spinning faster - while answers seem to be coming slow, you endure knowing it's there and coming. Spring! You don't see it but you know and believe that winter will one day be over. The winter we've been going through has been too long I won't lie and say it hasn't. But, Spring is on it's way! So I'll continue to believe an trust in someone greater than me. Enduring all the more.

7. Be patient, therefore, brethren, until the coming of the Lord. Behold, the farmer waits for the precious produce of the soil, being patient about it, until it gets the early and the late rains. You to be patient; strengthen you hearts, for the coming of the Lord is at hand. 11. Behold, we count those blessed who endured. You have heard of the endurance of Job and have seen the outcome of the Lord's dealing, that the Lord is full of compassion and is merciful. James 5:7,11

SPRING is on it's way! Oh, happy day! I tell myself be patient and endure. Let there be LIGHT!

The Mood is Melancholy. . .

2009-02-27T08:59:00.008-07:00

Today is a grey and rainy day. The kind that’s restful, a day of rest, a day to rest your mind and listen to the quiet and good calming music. Isn’t it interesting how you can listen to music and it takes you to where you first heard it or you can identify the music with a place. For instance, when I listen to George Winston – I sail back to Buckley, WA when the boys were just little. It was open skies of vivid blue, where we would take our walks around the neighborhood looking at the beauty even see Mt Rainer with snow on top and visit with an old walker we called Woody. There was a fresh feeling of new, it made things right you felt good. Blessed!

Another one is DC Talks CD Jesus Freak. When I hear the songs I’m in NM again with a wonderful feeling. Especially the song Between You and Me - I’m out on my mail route or on a drive in beautiful areas. It ministered to me in a way that it still does today. Isn’t it something how music can effect on your emotions - whether it is positive or negative?

I love music and quiet. LOL!

It’s also interesting how events can affect you too. Like a niece turning 6 this week and the last time you saw her she was 4 years old. We aren’t as close as we used to be and it’s sad to think when you could use a friend the most, you don’t have that friend you thought would be there. But the Lord is always there and does send others your way in the form of new friendship. You can even feel close to others you may never have met, but it’s like you’ve known them forever.

I was looking at a blog this morning that I recently started to visit. The blogger had pictures posted that made me sad. They were beautiful pictures of what she woke to on her birthday. Beautiful pictures of blue skies and daffodils; and in the western part of the states no less. It made me long to be there and belong.

I guess rainy days can have this affect on you; making you melancholy. Maybe it’s how we all should be feeling – longing to be home. That place you have in your heart you feel you belong and need to be. Just off the phone with my cousin as he said, “there’s more to life than mole life.” LOL Yes, I guess I’m feeling melancholy. Aren’t we just strangers here and should long to be in a better place, as heaven.

As the rain comes down and a change is in the works again; I might just make today a day of rest. I’ll listen to my music and think of better days ahead. Above all be thankful to the Lord and friends He sends along my way.

Proverbs 18:24 A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

A Winters Morn ~

2009-02-24T06:05:00.010-07:00

They do say winter will end; that's what they say. Who are they anyway?

When I was a girl living in Pennsylvania at this time of the year - well it's different on a kid than a grownup. We lived above a the hollow that was full of trees and foliage. You could look out the big picture window and the hollow looked magical with all the glittering diamonds of snow on the trees. As the sun would rise it looked frozen in time; another place you'd be. I loved it and it's beauty. When you're that grownup you wished you were that kid.

Things always seemed different - better, somehow. This morning when I got up at 6AM it was 4 degrees, YIKES! Still some warmer that previous days.

But this morning when I took these pictures outside my door, there was life out there.
And even with it's blistery cold temperature the birds are busy singing. Hopefully Spring will be on it's way soon. I realize I keep saying that, maybe I'll start to believe it since I am saying it so much.

Meanwhile, there's beauty to behold amongst the cold. Thank you Jesus! So I'll look from inside to the wonders out there. I'll think of fond times of old to keep me warm and pray for better days ahead.

Still there's always packing, cleaning and hopefully projects (fun projects).

Looking At The Weather

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The weather outside has been painting a much different picture than in the those you see below. The pictures are more "the calm" before the storm.

And, we have certainly had interesting weather here. Snow, WIND, rain, WIND, ice and last night another cold front went zipping right on through with the lake effects; did I mention the WIND, wow. It's my hope that we are having the last of it but it's any ones guess since -and for the moment - we are here in the snow belt of Ohio.

"The wind blows where it wishes and you hear the sound of it, but do not know where it comes from and where it is going; so is everyone who is born of the Spirit." John 3:8 He causes the vapors to ascend from the ends of the earth; Who makes lightnings for the rain, Who brings forth the wind from His treasuries. Psalm 135:7

The pictures are showing a more calming effect the weather can have. The droplets of rain are a reminder of (to me) how God can renew us - refreshes us for present times and times ahead.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. 2 Corinthians 4:16 I like this ~

We may be growing older and might not be as fit as when we were young but I don't want to be one who is wasting away on the inside.

All of us can use a renewing and not just outwardly. We need a new refreshing - renewing of our inner man; our spirits need to be uplifted. It feels good when you're refreshed inside. It's truly amazing what God's word can do for you. It's the difference between empty and full.

I will refresh the weary and satisfy the faint." Jeremiah 31:25

"For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven, And do not return there without watering the earth And making it bear and sprout, And furnishing seed to the sower and bread to the eater; So will My word be which goes forth from My mouth; It will not return to Me empty, Without accomplishing what I desire, And without succeeding in the matter for which I sent it. Isaiah 55:110-11

A promise to those who believe that you can count on. But there is a cause and effect lesson here.

In the book of Jeremiah it tells as -
Do not lose heart or be afraid when rumors are heard in the land; one rumor comes this year, another the next, rumors of violence in the land and of ruler against ruler. Jeremiah 51:46

There are so many people concerned about just that very verse, things they are seeing - things they're going through right where they live, or over their children or job; whatever it might be. "Do not lose heart." I know first hand trials you can go through. Are you weathering that storm? Are you renewing your spirit.

“In the generations gone by He permitted all the nations to go their own ways; and yet He did not leave Himself without witness, in that He did good and gave you rains from heaven and fruitful seasons, satisfying your hearts with food and gladness.” Acts14:16-17

My husband and I have been trying to study God's word together every morning. One of the studies we did was on "endurance" Enduring under trials. You can find the teaching letter at http://www.derekprince.org/lib/pdfs/teaching_letters/teaching_legacy/TL08_4.pdf

Finding quiet time is some of the best advice that can be given. Everyone can have it everyone has excuses why they don't and it is just excuses. To grow and be refresh it's a must do.

I pray I'm never without a window to open;

To hear the rain and the birds that sing.

To see the sun and feel it's warmth.

Oh what a glorious thing it is,

God's creation

The coming of Spring.

A renewing of your spirit.

VLB 02-17-09

Happy Valentine's Day to You~

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Valentine's Day is really just a day and I won't go into the origins of it. Today I just wanted to send God's love your way. The Bible tells us so much about love and that God is the author of love. And how this love should be shared with others not just on a day - but everyday. People read many times and often talk about the verses in Corinthians; though we may forget what it says some times.

1 Corinthians 13: 4-8

Love is patient,
Love is kind,
Is not jealous;
Love does not brag,
Is not arrogant,
Does not act unbecomingly,
It does not seek its own,
Is not provoked,
Does not take into account a wrong suffered,
Does not rejoice in unrighteousness,
But rejoices with the truth;
Bears all things,
Believes all things,
Hopes all things,
Endures all things.

Love never fails. . .

Have you read this it's about:

God's Love and Ours~

Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love. This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.
We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit. And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world. If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God. And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him. In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him. There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
We love because he first loved us. If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen. And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother. 1John 4:7-21

Some things just can't be said or written any better.